Broken Labels

chapter 40

It was a beautiful sunny day out blue sky white puffy clouds and a cool breeze.  Today me and my soul sister were out shopping for baby clothes.  Pink for both of us,  clothes and strollers and cute little onesie.   But first lunch.  N" what should we have? ".  Me" soup and  sandwiches ".    Nina wasn't having it.  So we went for Italian.  Good idea. N" I'm so excited and can't wait for this little bug to appear. She's  gonna be a daddies girl. Jared is already in love with her ".  I took a mouthful of pasta and she smiled.  N" you hungry bear,  you eat all the time".    Me" you need to eat miss I want a prefect body ".   N' oh honey I do eat ,believe me I do. ".   I know she does I just feel like I've gained so much I was nervous that Shannon may leave me if I got any bigger.  I knew he wasn't that shallow whatsoever.  He loved me and Jared loved Nina.  I would die for him. That sweet man was my heart.  I almost choked when I felt her kick me oh she had a good kick!     N" she wants your attention!".    I laughed and at that moment,  Nina got a sweet kick in her belly.  Me' active little girls today right? ".  She drank her water and smiled as her phone lit up and I knew it was Jared. 

Shannon's P.O.V

Everything is set for tonight.  She is gonna be so happy.  Nina pulls up and drops her off and she walks to the door. Time to knock her on her ass.  I open the door with pink roses in my hand.  She smiles and I knew I was gonna blow her mind. I carry her upstairs and close the door. She is speechless looking at the lit candles everywhere and music playing.  Julie " you did this for me? ".   Me" I did baby,  I love you ".  She starts to tear up and I don't wanna make her cry,  I wanna see her smile instead.  I take off my shirt and grab her hands pulling her onto me and kiss her.  Her hands move into my hair and mine move to pull off her shirt.  She tries to pull it back down and I say " why are you trying to hide yourself from me ".   She doesn't look at me and I know she is feeling self conscious. It hurts me.  She should know me better than that.  I lift her chin to look at me,  I see tears and it breaks my heart.  Me" I love how you look,  your pregnant & its beautiful to me. This belly is a work of art.  Let me make love to you,  I just wanna feel closer to you ".   Her head lays in my hand and I lean in and kiss her cheek. If she doesn't feel this,  I wasn't gonna push it.  Julie " take off my shirt Shannon ".   I smile and finally feel she trust me.  I lean in and kiss her neck and feel and listen to her moan.  I wanna make her feel loved and beautiful.  We make love and later  fall asleep. She is my angel of passion, my wife,  my soul mate.