A World of His Own

Chapter 4.

[Human's Mind]

"Okay! It's decided! We're focus on trying to figure out what's inside the mind of our little alien! Oh, I'm actually very excited with our strategy!" says the hope of the group!

"Ok, let's sum it up first. We're going to ask Taehyung's opinion for everything. It doesn't matter if it is a small or trivial thing, we're still asking for his opinion about it and his reasoning for choosing, is that right?" asks Jimin.

"Yes, plus, we're going to ask questions that are very simple but takes a deep explanation that will make us understand him more. Like what's your favorite food and why that is your favorite." states Jungkook.

"We're going to make sure that he will open up to us!" Yoongi says with voice filled with determination.

The members are still discussing about the strategy that they will use when Namjoon suddenly feels restless, like something very wrong is going on. Namjoon looks around the room and he realises that Taehyung takes too long to be away from them. 'Did he go back to sleep?' he thought.

Namjoon decides to check on Taehyung. He walks to Taehyung's room to call him out. "Taehyung," calls Namjoon as he knocks the door. There is no answer. "Taehyung," he calls out again and this time he knocks harder. Yet, there is no answer. 'That's weird'. Namjoon is walking away from the room when he realises that he should check the dinning room instead, so he goes to the dinning room to check.

Taehyung is there. Clutching his chest, struggling to breathe. Both of his eyes are shut tight and pain is painted all over his face.

"Taehyung-ah! Taehyung-ah!" Namjoon is not someone who panics, but Taehyung is hurting. He is hurting pretty badly.

"Hyung, hyung," Taehyung whimpers. His voice is so soft and fragile.

"Yeah, tae. What's wrong baby? Are you hurting anywhere?" asks Namjoon. Although he is still panicking, his focus now is to calm Taehyung down and ask him what is wrong.

"Hyung, I'm.. I don't know, it's stupid. I'm so stupid." Taehyung does not want to cry. But his heart hurts and his eyes stinks. The diary is sitting nicely on top of the desk in front of him. Taehyung looks at it, glares at it. Slowly he turned the sadness into anger. He let go of his chest and now start pulling his hair, trying to stimulate pain into his body since it feels better than the pain in his heart.

"Tae, please. Don't hurt yourself, come on baby. Come on." Namjoon's voice is very soft and gentle, yet it breaks a little because of the lump that is choking his throat.

Taehyung, on the other hand, has blocked anything and everything. It is as if he has made a barrier around his head, his mind, preventing anything to come through. The voices are now filling his head and wrapping it.

"Come baby, let this guy teach you what love is."

"Hello my little alien, why are you here?"

"What kind of truth do you want to hear?"

"You're an alien"

"You're an alien"

"You're an alien"

Namjoon is now calling out for help. He knows he cannot do this alone. Yoongi on the other hand knows how to handle this, he has a personal experience with mental breakdown causes by anxiety. So Namjoon is literally screaming now and yelling for someone to help him, to help Taehyung.

"Member-ah! Yoongi-ah! Come to the dinning room. Help!"

***

Yoongi was leaning on the sofa with Jimin. Jungkook, Hoseok and Jin were all sitting on the floor in front of it. They were watching the TV peacefully after coming into a decision. Yoongi let out a sigh of relief, to him this was a new begining, a new journey to tighten their bond as BTS. But Yoongi felt something was wrong. Namjoon went out without his or any other members' notice. Although it has just been a while but he couldn't help but felt anxious.