I've just got my first heart break and I've never feel like that before.
I feel like all the love I've just take for myself, just goes away with him and that break me a little bit inside. Not just a little bit. That's breaks me inside.
I feel broken and no one can change that. The only one who can change that is him, the person who breaks me. But I know he's not going to save me.
In my head, all my feelings are in trouble. I feel broken, sad, angry and played.
I really think that him and I were meant to be. How? How can I think that in this short time? I think I just have a love at first sight.
And seeing him every fucking day at school with differents girls fuck me up. He fucked me up.
But why he keep talking to me? Why can he just stop saying me hello? Why he keep giving me intentions with flying kisses and winkes? Why he want to know what am I doing when he see me alone in hallway?
I miss my baby boy.
