Death House - A Nathan Sykes story

Chapter 4 - Lonely Hearts

Nobody really understood the real meaning of lonely in this world. I knew what lonely felt like. My parents abandoned me at quite a young age. I just thought living it off a single person will make everything better. In those days, I thought I had Ryan. But that not everything you see is always what it seems. You see some one giving love to you. But what it really would have been was they trying to hide something from you. I wasn't trying to say that every person in your life was cheating you or deceiving you. Just trying to put it out there that not everything you see or hear has to always be the truth.

I thought I had everything I wanted with Nathan. We started off as friends! Great friends! But then things blossomed! We started having a liking for each other, and acted on it a while later. We got together, and I fell in love with him. At some point, I think he fell in love with me too. I thought our baby, represented our deep feelings towards each other. But that just turned out to be a false thought. Nathan was the guy, and still is the guy, that I will love till I die. He hurt me so much! But I had to admit that I would be lying if I said I didn't still love him.

'Some things are just not meant to be' A saying that I have been living up to for quite some time.

I thought to myself for a while and I realized that I hadn't stopped a second for Nathan to give his explanation. I decided I should head back home as it was getting dark and cold. I also wanted to sit down calmly and discuss what I really meant to Nathan.

It was quite late to be honest. It was about 11 in the night, and I never stay out of the house that late, until I had lab work or a few cases that really needed me to be out of the house. And I don't go drinking late anymore. Things changed and I moved on.

The house was silent when I got inside. First thoughts in my head were that all the boys went out drinking, like every night! So I ran to the baby room to see if Evie was alright in case they left her here all on her own. I would kill them all, especially Nathan if he left a baby, who was just over a month old, alone in a house.

When I walked in, I was taken aback by Nathan staring at her sleeping on his lap. He was rocking her on the rocking chair. His eyes were all red and puffy, so I guessed he was crying.

"Elyssa!" He brightened up as he saw me.

"Nath..!" I smiled weakly.

"If she's asleep, you could put her in her bed." I told Nathan and he nodded his head.

I grabbed his hand and held him into our room and we both rested ourselves on the bed.

"Nathan.. about earlier! I'm sorry I just walked out!" I started..

"It's alright babe!"

"I want to know now! What did m you mean when you said you couldn't handle this?" I asked

"Ok.." He said taking my hand in his.

"I was out with my friends and we started having a couple of drinks.. and they started telling me about how stupid I was for taking things too seriously at this age. At first I started to ignore them.. but then later, they started telling me about how I'm going to get heart broken and my life is going to fall apart because we both are too young to get this serious! That got me to drink and drink and drink until I was completely in a state." He said tears forming in his eyes.

"Elyssa I didn't mean to hurt you. I woke up this morning with this killer headache and I was lost for a few hours. But then I recalled every singly minute in the club with my friends and realized how stupid I was." His grip on my hand tightened.

"You mean everything to me and I know that you will never do anything to hurt me. What I have with you is something I will never have with any other girl in this world. No matter what the circumstances are! Elyssa, I'm madly in love with you and I know that nothing I have done with you is stupid. I wanted to tell you that in the morning but you never let me finish." he spoke as tears streamed down his face.

"Please don't leave me El! Please.." He whispered kissing my hand.

"Nathan, I wasn't going to leave you! I just wanted an explanation and I came here to tell you that I still loved you no matter what."

He hugged me tight and whispered, "I love you so much Elyssa!"

"I love you too sweetie" I kissed his cheek.

Due to how tired we both were, we were both asleep in a few minutes.

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I woke up to see that the other side of the bed was empty. I was confused about where Nathan could be at the moment. It was about half past 10 in the morning. I decided on having my morning shower and then looking for Nathan with Evie.

The shower was quick and I had changed into a pair of shorts and a tank top. It was warm inside the house, so I didn't worry much about that.

Jay was in the kitchen doing something.

"Morning Jay! Do you know where Nathan is?"

"Oh yeah I do!"

"Care to share?"

"It's kinda like a secret really!" He said.

"He took Evie along?"

"Yeah he took Evie along!"

"In the car?"

"OMG! You ask like a million questions! YES! He took her in the car!" He said getting annoyed.

I chuckled. "Sorry bird!"

"It's ok ElleBear!" He hugged me.

"Why didn't Nath leave me a note?"

"You should ask him that when he's back!"

I sighed to myself

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Ok, so there goes Chapter 4. Sorry about how crappy I'm getting at this. I'm just having writer's block and I swear it will get better soon! Feedback is appreciated :)

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