The Dark Abyss

November 19, 1999

I am gonna make this short....

I think the police caught up to me, I feel like people are watching me now!, as THEY should!

I have been off my drugs for a long time now and I feel fantastic, I mean I killed all those people for nothing right.....

I feel like he is gonna come around again if I start spilling the truth, so now I don't have any choice!

I feel like he is going to make me take that drug again and again and again and again and again and again until I eventually die because that's what he wants!!!!!!.....

You know what I am trying to say right now...

He thinks I am old now, he had gotten pretty bored of me because we used to be friends and now I am just a person he can throw away, so you know what!!!!....

I am gonna throw him away instead!!!

I don't think he is gonna expect it because he thinks I am weak because I only killed a few people, unlike his former partners!!!!

Susan was his last subject and I had to kill her because she had to find the truth, now it is my fault and they want me to take the blame and I can't even tell anything about the truth or they are killing me early and if he finds out the cops are after me.....

OOoOohhhh!!!!, he is gonna throw me away pretty fast.....

Also, if you are writing in this book, just know that's what he wants you to do, he is something else than what you think he is, you know what I will make this simpler for you, it is just not 1 person, there are more!!!

It just not 2 individuals who are crazy, it is a fu*king tournament for those bastards and all of them belonging to a fu*king trying to get the best kills, just so their clan or whatever can be at the top.

They killed more people than I ever have....... I mean these tournaments have been happening for ages like from the 1300s to today....................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................x