Midnight Man

All good things come to a end.

Amy's pov

I ran down the path, it was dark and cold. I looked at all the sign.
"Nope..."
"Nope.."
"Nope."
I mumbled passing all the buildings.
"Yes!"
I stopped at the hotel.
I looked it up and down.
I took a deep breath in.

I went to knock but the door swung open.
I bent my head in.

I couldn't see anyone, but I heard the shower running.

I slowly walked in, the floor creaking as I did so.
"John?"
"Paul?"
"George?"
"Ringoooo?"
Nothing.

I walked into Johns room.
I knocked on his door.

Nothing.

I walked in.
I walked to the bathroom and knocked on it.
"Listen Paul I'll be out soon, don't give me another lecture."
I sighed John's here.

I didn't respond and sat on his bed.
Just tell him how you feel.
I listened to the ticks on the clock, I saw a piece of paper in his desk.

I thought maybe it was new music.
I got up and picked it up.

I put it back down when I realised it was a letter.
But the 'Xxxs' on the bottom Intrigued me.

He wouldn't know if I read it...

I picked it up and read it.
it read
Dearest Johnny,
I miss you so much hun, you haven't replied to any of my other letters. I'm getting worried. I hope your ok. I hope your having fun. I love you so much remember that. I can't wait for you to come home. I can't wait to see you. I can't wait to hold you. Back in 1959 when we started dating I knew you'd be the one.

Love, Cynthia
Xxx

I dropped the letter on the ground and backed up.
No no no no no....
Memories of tom and I came flashing back.

John's had a longtime relationship with a girl this whole time.

I began to feel sick.

I kept on backing up until I hit a Wet chest.
I turned around.

I jumped when I saw John.
"Uh um sorry I've got to go."
He looked at me confused until he saw the letter on the ground.
"Wait no Amy! Listen you need to hear me out!"
I stopped at the door and turned around.
"No I don't need to 'hear you out' I fucking trusted you John! I told you everything about me! I slept with you. I-i loved you! Your a liar. Just like Tom. Fuck. None of you men are different! You hurt me john. You know that. You hold onto that."
I slammed the door and ran out.

What have I done. Fuck! Fuck!
I ran out to the road.

I fell down to my knees.
"Fuck!"
I yelled.

John ran out.
"Amy please don't go! I was going to tell you I promise! I just needed time. I didn't want you to leave me. Because I love you to!"
I put my resting bitch face on, and crossed my arms, feeling tears threaten to spill.

I felt all my plans for the future fall in on themselves.

"And you know what. I never. Ever. Want to see you again. Have fun with your whole little band. Because when your life crashes down onto you, like mine has. You won't have me. I guess you never did."
And with that I walked off.

I heard John yell after me, but I didn't bother.

I'll never find love, the world just doesn't want me to be happy.

So who is John Lennon? He's some English rockstar with the perfect life! Some good looking wealthy man. He's got everything. And he made me believe I did as well. But I guess all good things must come to an end.

I walked down the path in the dark. It reminded me of when tom cheated on me.

Except John had been doing it the whole time technically.

I cursed at myself over and over.
Why me? Why couldn't I have a perfect life?
A dad!
A love!
A mum that's stable.

Everything ends up on my shoulders, I hold everything.

And now I hold the love story of john, I hold him.

I guess I'll remember the little 'fling' we had, just let go of him.

It was just a fling.