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10. Out Of Everybody I've Met, I Think You're The One

daehyun:

Have you ever woken up, and you just feel like absolute shit? Well that's how I felt today. I had dreamt of my mom last night.

It has been three weeks since she was buried. I thought I had been doing fine. But all of a sudden my emotions decided to crumble. I couldn't stop thinking about everything we use to do together. And all the things that we would never be able to do again. About how she was going to miss all my firsts. That she wouldn't see me graduate. Or how she wouldn't be at my wedding or ever meet her grandchildren. 

I had felt numb and I wanted to stay in bed all day and cry.

But I knew I couldn't. Today's is our first football game and I have to be there. And to be able to go to the game I have to go to school, it's some dumb policy that they have.

So when I arrived, everybody seemed extremely excited. And I just couldn't bring myself to even smile, even when one of the football boys ran across the gym naked.

I do not quiet understand the joy, that these neanderthals find in tossing a ball around. And I definitely didn't understand why people liked watching it. I guess they are just drawn to the dangerous and competitiveness.

I on the other hand was not looking forward to tonight. I have to run the concession stand with someone I don't care for. Not that I was going to completely hate it. But I just wasn't feeling emotional valid today. It also means that my time in student council. Is going to end soon. One event down and 12 more to go.

"LETS GO BULLDOGS!!!" One of the cheerleaders yell's as she jumps down from her pyramid. I scoffed as the cheer team continued on. Not that I have anything against cheerleaders. But us dancers are very competitive when it comes to them.

Mostly at pep rally's and games. Because of the fact that we have to split the time. They do there little cheers and we dance. Usually the dance team is liked more. And because of that the cheerleaders don't like us. Or so I'm told.

This was the first time I had ever been to a pep rally. The Theme was 70's. I wasn't as excited as I thought I was going to be. If anything I wanted to be back in the comfort of my bed sleeping. But because I'm a dancer, I have to be here supporting my school. yay....

"Good morning, you may be seated." I sit down as principal monroe continues her speech. I pick at my sweater as I drown out her voice.

This entire thing was making me uncomfortable. I hate and will always hate social events. Anything that has to do with people. I prefer being by myself. It made me much happier to sit alone and listen to shitty music. I jump when something pokes my cheek.

"You should really pay more attention to your surroundings." Kino smiles and put his arm around my shoulder. I huff and rub my cheek. Why should I pay attention!? He's the one sneaking up on me.

"What do you want?" I ask as I remove his arm from my shoulder and flash him a very fake smile. "I can't stop to say hello? I thought we were friends." he says sticking his bottom lip out into a pout.

"We're aquatints." I say plainly. He laughs and throws his arm back over my shoulder. I lock my jaw, to refrain from from hitting him. I definitely do not like people touching me.

"So what you're saying is that we could be more?" He whispers down my ear and I can't help but shiver. I can feel him smirk against me. My subconscious gags at his obvious arrogance.

Before anything happens, principal monroe releases us. I quickly stand up and run out the door. And I continue to run. Passing by many loud and overly excited people, some cursing as I push past them. I keep running until I get all the way to my first period classroom. I let out a huge breath of relief and begin to suck in oxygen greedily.