Sh'lera 2: Revenge of the Rejected

34: Lydia Brooks is in the Pack

Sh'lera's POV

"Wait Lydia wait! How do you think I'm handling this?" I asked standing in front of her, she sighed crossing her arms. "Do you want the truth?" I nodded, duh. 

"I think you are a scared piece of shit," I flinched at her harshness, her bluntness cut deep. How could I comeback after something like that. Wow she made me feel weak and pathic. And she's a human! I was the big bad Luna around here and here I was flinching at her words. 

"Okay I've been here for 2 days now and I know that you shrivel up and die when things get hard when it comes to you. For others you are a strong Luna, the Luna they need. But behind your clothes, manners, and protectiveness there is a shell of a woman who can't fight her own battles." 

"That's not true," I whisper, "Sh'lera if you want a divorce because he cheated get a divorce, if it were me I wouldn't have told half the pack about it. Really Sh'lera it isn't up to them it's your life, really I shouldn't be giving you advice but what the hell." She said taking another bite. 

"You need a back bone, my lifestyle and how I came to be like this it was my assassin life that made me hard on the outside and inside. The only feelings I have now are for my son when I'm a mother. The other times I'm hunting in the woods, or training in the gyms and that's my peace. Find your peace, not your kids, friends, this pack. Something Sh'lera loves to do." 

"Racing," 

"Excuse me?" 

"Well when I first got here I raced Adam-" She held her hand in my face, "No Adam try again." 

I shook my head, "It invovles Mason," 

She sighed hanging her head low, she looked at me and then up and down and walked around me glancing over my features. "What are you doing?" I asked, "You need to tap into that animal nature,"

"Shift?" Lydia shakes her head deep in though, "The demon you hold way down, the one thing you fear ever leaving your body." I gulped there was only one thing that made me feel that way. 

"You know something don't you," She had a sparkle in her eye, I knew this was her element. 

"When I killed a hunter, I went all savage and ravaged his body for hours and didn't even notice it. It's something about ripping the flesh." A smile spreads across her face, "Okay meet me tonight at 9," 

"Why?" 

"To continue this conversation," She winked and walked away, I stood there thinking past Adam and looking forward to talking to Lydia. It was refreshing to talk to her about this sort of thing, I like her. 

Adam's POV

After Sh'lera left I returned to my cold self, she didn't have to keep reminding me I cheated. I got it loud and clear and a bunch of times.

But why isn't she seeing the fact I wanted a child and she failed to do that for me. I knew she had the miscarriage and it wasn't her fault but 7 years and nothing. I don't want to give up on Sh'lera, I know she won't go through this divorce she's just mad and she has every reason to be mad. 

I would want to say that she could come and talk to me but we never managed to get any words out before we're ripping off each other's clothes. I know it's this mating bond between us, I was drawn to her like a moth to a flame. 

When she came into this office all the hatrd, all the pain, and sorrow was gone. All I wanted to was break in this new office with her. It was our thing a few months ago before all this happened. I shouldn't have slept with Jean, I shouldn't have let her come creep back into my life. 

She was wrong for messing with my family and I need to put an end to her, and after hearing that Sasha isn't my daughter. We're seriously going to have a talk, I sat down and started typing up reports and looked at our training records. 

We were pretty low on the scale, I leaned back in my chair. "Belle are you there?" 

"Yea what's up? Have you talk to mom? Are you two okay? What-" 

"Belle are you with Anthony?" 

"Yea why?" 

"I need to talk to you both, where are you guys?" 

"We're in the mess hall, we're just eating some snacks." 

"Okay I'll be there with you soon," 

"Okay dad we'll be here," 

I left mind-link and stood up and sighed, all this drama between Sh'lera and I was weighing heavily on my heart and was hurting my soul. I walked down the hall and into the lobby and took the grand marble stair case. I waved and nodded at people who were walking up and down the stairs. 

I saw an African American woman with blonde hair who was finishing off an apple. I don't think I knew her, as Alpha it was my job to know everyone in my pack. She was sitting at a table reading a book while listening to music. She looked at peace, she was a beautiful woman by the way. 

When I apporached her she smirked as if she knew something I didn't. I couldn't say it was already annoying but it did set be back some.

"I don't think we've met, I'm Alpha Adam. And you are..." 

"Lydia Brooks, I was the Captain of the Angel." My eyes widened, "You're freaking amazing, it's an honor to have you in our pack." She was still smirking, "Lydia are you enjoying yourself?" She nods, 

"So is my son," 

"Son?" She nods, I didn't know she had a son. "Look it's not that I would love to continue this conversation but I know it's not going anywhere and it would end up awkward and you remind me of my old life. So I'm going to leave before I do something I would regret and end up hurting a friend." 

Again she flashes me a smirk and walks off, she lets her hair fall and it waves in sync with her hips swaying side to side. Lydia Brooks was in my pack, 

Oh back to the kids, I walked to the mess hall when I reached up to my chest. I had sudden feelings of terror that strike without warning. My heart began to race, I was about to touch the handle when I feel weak and find it hard to touch it. 

I found myself falling back everything was slow. I had tingling or numbness in the hands and fingers again I went up to my chest it was much worst now. I had severe chest pains, I howled in pain. 

I had a feeling I wasn't in control anymore and that was scary alone, I just wanted this all to stop. I saw Belle and Anthony at my side. Their voices were muted I couldn't hear them, I felt Anthony's arms lifting me while Belle called for help. Or I hoped she did, 

Soon I saw guards who got me and raced me to a hospital. 

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