SidNaaz : Falling for you

Note

First of all, who all this note is addressed to?

The people who are here just for fun and enjoyment need not read this note.

This note is addressed to those Sidnaaz lovers for whom Sidnaaz has become an addiction and I am one of them.

So those people can keep on reading!

I would start with how I came across Sidnaaz. I started watching it since December and it was not because of Sidnaaz. One of my friend watches every season of BB but I am not a BB fan actually. I have seen only two seasons before this season (Urvashi and Gautam Gulati seasons). So basically I started watching it just for fun so that I could discuss it with my friend.

The exact moment when I fell in love with Sidnaaz was the "Chai incident" when I saw Shehnaz hugging Sidharth throughout the whole fight, I fell in love with SidNaaz.

After that I watched all the old episodes in Voot to know their whole story and also all the USUDs. With each passing day, my attachment to them increased. I used to get upset whenever they used to fight. I was not able to concentrate on my work and by January end I knew I was screwed.

I thought that when BB ends, my life would come back to normal and I would ship them just as a fan. But, it has been more than a month since BB ended but I am still not able to get over them. I spend most of my free time checking Twitter and Instagram for any Sidnaaz related updates. When I get bored, I go back to watching old clips and usuds or reading fan fiction. I enjoy writing so I started writing fan fiction.

I am really worried about myself now because my love for SidNaaz has become an unhealthy addiction for me. I have forgotten my own life because I have made too much emotional investment in them.

I think I am not alone in this. Many people are facing same thing that I am facing because I have seen so many people on twitter who keep on tweeting the whole day abt Sidnaaz, stalking them and wht not as if they have no life of their own.

Guys, I am a person who prays to God that someday I get up and read a news article saying, "Sidnaaz got married in a private ceremony....." Or they come together on some reality show. But as much as I want this, I realize its their personal life. They may or maynot want to date. They may or may not want to get married because in real life, love is not enough, many other things are at play  too. So, its their relationship and we should let them enjoy and decide for what is best for them. We should support them as fans and support their work but their relationship is part of their personal life and its none of our business.

My aim of penning down this note is to share my feelings and encourage people like me who are too much invested in Sidnaaz to start focusing on their lives. Let's be fans and not obsessed lovers. It might not be easy but if we put a sincere effort, we can help ourselves to get over this obsession in 2-3 weeks probably.

This is a reason I am taking break from reading/ writing Sidnaaz fanfiction. I am very humbled from your response to my story. Thanks for your love and support.

If you feel like sharing anything please share in the comment, I would love to read your opinions.