Finding My Dad

22) D,E,C,M

"I have a sister?!" I yelled.

"We're fine. Because she was climbing over the seats to the front while we were moving, so I put her in the car seat. yeah, by accident though! I didn't mean to, it just slipped."

There was silence for about ten seconds

"okay, I will, I think she needs it. See you soon, bye."

He hung up the phone and pulled over yet again, but this time it was in an actual parking lot. He unbuckled him self and came to the back of the car where I was. My door was opened and Harry bent down to grab something from under where my feet were dangling.

He was digging through a backpack and pulled out a bottle of pills and and a water bottle.

"Daddy said I need to give you this because you're behavior is bad. You're too worked up right now, and this medicine will help make you calm."

I got scared, very scared. "Hazza I'm sorry. I'm really sorry, I promise I'll be good, please don't drug me." I pleaded while tears escaped my eyes.

His face softened and he started to unbuckle me. I kept crying and crying, hoping to God he wouldn't drug me. "please Harry please, I'm begging you please don't." I sobbed. "aw baby" he said sympathetically while picking me up. He held me against his chest and I curled my legs around his waist. "Don't make me Hazza please." I was weeping at this point. I can't do it, I can't take the medicine. what if it's the same thing that Alex gave me? I can't do that again. I can't. "Don't worry baby girl, lets call daddy and see what he says we should do."

"Hey. She is a mess, crying and sobbing and literally begging me not to, and I quote, drug her."

"I don't think so, she's just very upset. No, I don't think it's an anxiety attack."

"Okay, yeah I agree. I don't think I could have. thanks Zayn, we're about 20 minutes away. no problem"

Then the conversation ended. "Sweetheart, daddy said you don't have to take medicine, but you do need to sit in the car seat and if you get out of hand, then I have to give you the medicine."

The weight was lifted off of my body and I suddenly felt better. A lot better.
He continued holding me while getting closer towards the car. With out speaking, he placed me in the seat and gently did the straps. Harry kissed my forehead and closed the door, returning to his seat.

"Haz, do I really have a sister?" I asked.
He sighed and said "yes, you do. She's Zayn and Christine's daughter. I don't know why he didn't tell you, but I think it was so you didn't get worked up. Please don't be upset Gianna."

"I'm not upset, I'm just surprised Haz. Is she nice? Small? Big? Older?"

He shh'd me and said "slow down there sweetie. She's very sweet, she's 5 years old and she's small, like you."

I nodded my head, taking in the information. "What is her name?" I asked. "Mackenzie, but we call her Mack and Mackee."

I stayed silent. I didn't want a new mom or sister. I don't want to share my dad. He's my dad, not theirs.

"You okay?" Harry asked after a while of silence. I nodded my head and said "I'm fine." in a soft voice. I couldn't freak out now, because he'll give me medicine and I can't do that.

"Hazza why is her car seat in your car?" I asked.

"She has one in my car and one in her moms car. There's one in here and not Zayn's because one, my car is big enough and his isn't, and two, Mackee comes over a lot."

My heart just shattered. She is with Harry a lot. And she's little. I can already tell she is the favorite. I don't want her stealing Haz from me. She had him first though, so he would definitely pick her over me.