How long has it been since I've last seen your smile. That smile that used to make my heart melt. I wish to be with you again, but you're too far for me to see, to hold, to hear. I'd do anything but I can't cross through the impossible, fate has glued me to a single place. Maybe one day, the wind's current will allow your mellow voice to reach my ears again. Maybe the Sun will let it's strong rays light my new path to you. How dearly do I yearn to hold and comfort you through the dark times of your life. To fight off the resurrected demons that haunt you. To protect you against the negativity that's still begging to drag you back to the underworld. Once I have you in my arms again, I have no plan on letting you go. Forever will you remain in my mind, heart, and soul.
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I had nightmares almost every night because of you. Not because you hurt me in any way or told me hurtful things, but because of my fear of losing you. Every night, in my dreams, I would lose you. Maybe because you realized that I wasn't worth your time, maybe because you found someone else. Then it happened. You left me. I guess it was partially my fault, I never really made you happy. I thought I did but I was clearly mistaken. After that happened, all the nightmares stopped. No more waking up crying because I thought I lost you. I don't even try to matter to you anymore. It hurts more than you can possibly think of. You were my most feared nightmare, now you're my most painful reality.
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You were not worth her tears, her dark eyes glazed over with emotion. You did not deserve the diamonds she shed, the melodies she cried, and the love she poured. You broke her, one day you will see her and regret everything you've ever done to her. You will see how strong she has become and envy it. You will envy all of it, her happiness, her smile, the new bounce in her step, and melodious laugh that's carried in the wind. When you realize the big mistake you've made, it'll be too late, she will have fixed herself, she will have found someone who is the complete opposite of you. Someone who cares for her, someone who adds on to her unimaginable strength, someone who will support her under no circumstance. Then you will break. Your once bright eyes, now dull and glazed with regret and want. Yours tears will drop and burn like acid, your cries sour and ignorant. The poison will flow out of your body and you will no longer be relevant to her. Why would you? She has now realized the worth of her diamonds, melodies, and love. . . And so have you
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When the light of the moon is your guide through the dark. The tears of the maiden letting you live through the dangers. The silver waters as pure as her pale complexion, the night as dark as her ebony hair, the stars are reminiscent of the diamond jewels she has upon her head as a crown. She is pure, she is light, she is the maiden in the sky guiding those who have fallen out of the grasp of the good. She guides them home in the rays of her beauty, her tears a blessing to us but a bearden to her. Yet she is willing to take that bearden to guide those that need it.
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Is it bad of me to not want you to be happy, I want you to feel the same amount of pain i've gone through. All the misery, all the doom, I want you to feel it all. Yet ..... At the same time, I want you to be happy because I still care about you. I hate myself for still caring about you, even though you put through so much. Then I'm forced to see you move on, without me. I hope you get the biggest heartbreak, but I hope you heal and find happiness again .
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My mind has come to a certain point in pain, that I can no longer romanticize. I can think of anything cute for a date, because I know that date will be one of the few that I'd go on. The smile that was so contagious, now giving me this empty feeling. Whenever I heard your voice, I would immediately feel a strong beating in my chest. Now my chest is empty, you tore out the only part of me that was strongest. The only part of me that wasn't completely broken. You took that away from me.
Note: Wow, honestly I'd thought there'd be a lot more, well this is my first batch of poems. The one before this was a very short story I guess, I had an urge to right about a painful death but I didn't want to write a full out book. I think I have satisfied my urge and now here is this. Some of it is really stupid I know but I have fun writing these. I like to think about how others might feel the pain of being heartbroken. That's it, thank you for reading. <3
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PoetryA few thoughts, poems, and whatever the fuck I want it to be. Don't read if you're easily offended because some of these topics are really sensitive.
