Poems

Cuddles

- Here, have some angsty shit -

Dawn was feeling insecure and more "depressed" than usual. Her whole week has been shitty and stressful. She failed her test and got fired from her job as a waitress. College life wasn't being easy on her. So now on a Saturday, all she wants is cuddles. Cuddles from her boyfriend because he helps her recharge her battery. 

<3 Eugene <3

Hello my strong, handsome, soon to be husband

What do you want?

 She felt slightly offended but waved it off and decided to tease him a bit. 

<3 Eugene <3

Can't I just compliment my lovely, amazing, and talented boyfriend?

Not unless you want something

With that one message her sadness had reached its peak. Tears started brimming in her eyes. She hated that she was overreacting but it hurt her.

<3 Eugene <3

Fuck you Eugene

???

Babe?

Dawn?

He tried calling her but she ignored all of the calls, crying into her giant teddy bear. Until she realized that the teddy bear was a gift from Eugene, suddenly it didn't seem that comforting. 

She lazily changed into some booty shorts and her best friend's sweater. Easton was her rock and she always wore his sweater when she was in a tough spot. She then hid in her closet. She like being enclosed when she was crying, it prevented her from doing anything to herself. By now her phone had rung more times than she could possibly count. She had stopped crying and was now letting her exhaustion carry her into sleep. She started slowly closing her eyes when a loud knock boomed . 

"Babe! Dawn! Are you in there?" 

Assuming he called her phone again, it started to ring. 

"Baby I know you're in there... please let me in."

She ignored him as the tears started brimming again. Suddenly she hears the click of the lock and the door swings open. 

"Dawn?... Shit!" he growls. 

He goes to her bathroom and then under her bed before looking in the closet. His heart shatters as he sees Dawn with her tear stains and puffy face. New tears falling down her red cheeks. His chest is heavy as he suffocates on his guilt, knowing he caused this. 

"Baby-"

A sob escapes her lips as she hides herself in the big hoodie. He sighs deeply before picking her up and laying her on the bed. 

"Dawn, why didn't you tell-"

"I tried! But you were mean and I just wanted to ask for some goddamn cuddles! I'm sorry if I was annoying you o-or acting needy but I wanted some fucking cuddles!" she sobbed. More tears seemed to pool in his eyes as his conscious filled with fears and regrets. 

"Dawn, I'm sorry I-"

"Shut up! If my clinginess was bothering you then you should just leave!"

A single, painful tear falls down his shocked face. "I never meant to make you cry," he apologizes. His voice was shaky, he didn't know what to do. He sits next next to her and wrapped his arms around her. They laid down on the bed as she cried into his chest. He also cried, the silent tears seemed to mock him for being so inconsiderate. 

When she was finally asleep and her tears no longer fell, was when he dared make a sound. "I'm so sorry Dawn."

Then it was his turn, he quietly sobbed as he embraced her tighter, scared of losing the one thing that gave stability. 

- So if you like my NSFW shit, you can go to my other account because I personally don't want to write the NSFW shit here. So go to the other account if you like that kind of stuff @TaniaPeralta584 -