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SHOUT OUT TO @Azefanyaa 

Life had always been one problem after another.

Mom started to overwork herself and barely had time for anyone even herself I felt bad for her and did not want to bother her so tried to be a good girl. I helped in the chores at home and did my best to come out with good grades and did not want to bother mom about how bullies had been recently picking on me I kept it all to myself and God my new father.

Although my help seemed very useless cause in a way, it did not seem to change anything. After work and a lot of other things mom usually did she just simply dove on the bed. Sometimes she was to lazy to even remove her work clothes or take a shower on several occasions she had slept through out the night with her work clothes on and that meant no bed time stories for me. Not that I complained I just missed them so much. Staring at my ceiling full of illuminating stars was not magical anymore and all I could was to look through the window and have a glance of actual stars then deep in my heart I would make a wish that someday dad would come back although I felt like he never will.

In the middle of the night while we both pretended to be asleep i could hear  her cry but it was a stiff cry like she did not want it to wake me but it did. Ever since dad left she just seemed so low her usual fixed bright smile turned to a forced weak smile, eye bags under her eyes and her hair was just a mess no matter the makeup it just covered a little bit of everything. I also cried at night I occasionally had nightmares but I never told mom I just said my prayers. The bullies were always there they were just tormentors of my life. I had no one to confide to except God I was very bad at making friends and I believed that I did not need any friend except mom.  

"One day all of this would be over and life will be how it used to be if not better" Mom told me that made me smile. I could hardly wait for that day to come so everything will be back to normal.

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ChrisellaQT

Hey guys sorry this chapter is a bit too short I hope you love  it do not forget to vote, comment and share thanks.

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