All Alone

9

"Sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry" Aileen repeatedly apologized.

The day just started and I can swear she has said sorry over a million times. I still wonder how she knew I would be at my locker.

"Don't worry it meant nothing at all like I said"

I thought she'd just avoid me which is somehow possible... I guess. Okay it's clearly not possible considering the fact that we have nearly all our classes together.

"It's just that whatever I said annoyed you and I really did not mean to annoy you like I did not mean to I just happened to do it without thinking seriously I do not see you as just a record breaker -

"Breathe" I tell her shutting my locker after putting nearly everything I need in my backpack checking myself in the mirror in case my hair was messy.

And she takes a deep breath leaning on the locker beside mine while I follow leaning on mine.

"It's okay I am not angry or anything "

"Then smile"

"I am not known for smiling "I deadpanned

"Come on everyone smiles" she whimed

Then I smile, I gave her one of the fakest smiles the world could ever offer but it was quite obvious she did not appreciate it because her face scrunched up.

"You call that a smile"

I shrug "Unlike you I don't smile while I do everything. It's like someone glued a smile on your face"

She laughed.The phsyco beside me laughed for a reason I do not know.

"Why are you laughing? I don't get what's so funny there"

"You think I smile a lot you probably have not met my family"

I couldn't help but imagine her family. Having smiles stuck on their faces, weird creepy kind of smiles.

"I don't want to" I muttered under my breath

"Excuse me did you say something? "She said raising her eyebrows

"Nah, anyways I have to start going"

I start to walk behind the school but then I hear someone's footstep behind me, It was no other person than Aileen.

"Don't you have friends" I snapped. Seriously I love personal space I don't like people coming too close to me.

She just stared back at me playing with the ends of her blonde hair

Although her reaction was far from what I expected. She looked hurt, sad I mean obviously I don't care but I just never thought that she all of people did not have any friends.

"Whatever you can follow me" I told her.

Then she squealed.

After a couple of ranting's by green eye we finally got there. We both sat on the bench while I pulled out my phone and put my earphones in my ear while I listened to some random music and read a story book I got from the library. It was like an hour till the bell rang for school to start so I had enough time but green eye seemed to be completely bored I could tell by the way she tapped her feet rapidly as her eyes scanned the area looking for anything interesting.

"What do you want?" I asked pulling out my earphones

"Nothing" she shrugged

"K"

"Okay fine I am bored like have you ever noticed how boring it is just to sit down and do nothing its quite weird you know how you just do it like it is so simple but I on the other hand can't at all. Everywhere is just so boring you know it's still early and very few students are around and it's just so quiet and it's like an hour till school actually starts and I can't just sit at a place for an hour I could grow old while sitting here . I am just so booooorrrrrreeeedd" She said in a minute.