Secret Love

Secret Love Part 3

All JJ's POV through this chapter!

JJ woke up to her alarm clock beeping in her ear, She had come home alone the night before she was feeling too good and decided she needed a night to herself and a good night's sleep. She turned off her alarm clock and sat up in bed waking up to the sunlight shining in through her blinds.

 She got out of bed and walked into the bathroom she looked in the mirror and saw she had dry skin and bags under her eyes she sighed washing her face and brushed her teeth which weren't such a good idea as seconds later she was throwing up. 

She wiped her mouth and through some water from the tap into her mouth, She had been throwing up for the last couple days which she was starting to get worried about since she also was late on period, She thought it might be something to do with stress levels from work since she and Derek took all the precautions.

 Once she got cleaned up and ready for work, she headed into the FBI building and to the coffee shop in the building and got herself a big cup of Tea to settle her stomach and made way to her office she wasn't into the mood to see anyone especially Derek right now. She just wanted to drown herself in case files and finish up paperwork. It had been a couple of hours since JJ had been in her office she took that as a cue to go see the team and make an appearance so that no one came and checked on her.

 She stepped out of her office and walked around the corner to the bullpen walking through the glass doors and over to her fellow team member's desk's seeing them all sat around having a chat

JJ- "Hey guys"

Emily-"Hey JJ you okay?"

JJ-"yeah just got a bit of a stomach bug nothing I can't handle"

She smiled at her best friend hoping she would by it, she decided not to look Derek in the eye because she knew he would know she was lying. After talking with the team a little bit she went and made herself a cup of coffee and felt someone come up behind her

Derek-"Tea huh"

JJ-"yeah I have a stomach bug remember coffee keeps making me want to be sick"

Derek-"okay well is there anything I can do to make you feel better?"

JJ looked up at Derek taking a sip of her Tea and nodded

JJ-"yeah don't get too close to me you really don't want this stomach bug"

She quickly walked off leaving Derek stood by himself before he could reply she really couldn't deal with him right now. 

Once she was back at her desk she sat down holding the cup of tea in her hands and looked down at her stomach, she had noticed that her clothes that which only a couple of weeks ago were starting to get really tight on her, she sat trying to piece everything together knowing there was only one outcome and knew what she had to do to find out the answer, That night after JJ finished work she went to the local store and about some food she needed in and a pack of pregnancy test. 

Once she got home she made herself some food and changed into her comfortable clothes before going into the bathroom and picked up the pack of pregnancy tests and doing what the instructions told her to do. After a couple of minutes of peeing on several sticks, JJ started pacing her bedroom and waited for the results. When she walked over to the sink in her bathroom she looked down at the 4 tests laid in the stick reading the same result each time. She walked out of her bedroom and sat on her bedroom floor crossing her legs around her chest and let a few tears fall from her eyes. She didn't know what to do or how to act she was in shock she was pregnant and didn't know what to do.

 After catching her breath and calming down she stood up and binned the tests getting rid of the rubbish bag in the rubbish slot outside her apartment so no one found them. She sat down in her living room wrapping a blanket around herself thinking of what was going to happen. She knew she needed to go to the doctors and make sure the tests were correct.

The next morning she woke up and got dressed and headed to the doctors she had called Hotch and told him she would be late in, Once she got to the doctors she sat in the waiting room she had turned her phone off so no one could ring her. When it was her turn she walked into the room and spoke to her doctor about what was going on. He took some blood samples and told her that he would ring her in the next 48 hours with the results. Once she left she turned on her phone to see has several missed calls and texts from Derek she ignored them all and drove to BAU and walked into the conference room to see everyone sat looking over a case

Hotch-"Oh hey you finally made it"

JJ-" sorry doctors took forever"

She let out a small smile and sat down in the empty spot next to Rossi and looked over the file for what case they were going on. After they talked about the case they all went to grab their belongings and head to the airport. JJ walked to her office and grabbed her go bag and everything else she would need and saw Derek stood in the doorway to her office.

Derek-"so you went to the doctors?"

JJ-"yeah just wanted to check it was only a stomach bug I had"

Derek-"and what did the doctor say?"

JJ-"that it's just a minor stomach bug and if I keep eating healthy food ill be fine in a couple of days can we drop it we got to go"

JJ walked past Derek and joined the rest of the team near the evaluators. She knew it was going to be a long 48 hours and she just hoped she could keep this from Derek long enough before he started getting worried about what was really going on. 

The first day of the case had been easy for JJ to keep away from Derek with her been at the local police station and Derek out in the field. She couldn't focus on the team she was too nervous and just wanted her doctor to call her already. JJ walked into the station the next morning she had been throwing up all morning she was glad she had her own room as she didn't want to explain to Emily why she was throwing up. 

She sat down at the table where the team was all going over evidence and coming up with a profile. By lunchtime, the team was ready to give the profile JJ was stood watching her fellow team members give the profile she felt her phone start ringing she went out of the room and picked up the phone listening carefully to what the doctor was saying on the other end of the phone. Once she finished her convocation with her doctor, she walked back into the room to see the profile was over and saw Derek walk over to her.

Derek-"everything okay?"

JJ-"Everything's great"

She smiled at him and walked off into the room they were working on, trying not to let tears pour from her eyes since everything was far from great.