A Vampire king |Kim Taehyung|(Wattys2019)

Waiting For You

Rose's Point Of View~

The walk back from the woods was just a blur. I couldn't think about anything but him. My world seemed crumbled down beneath me. The urge to let my emotions out was real. But I somehow held it in, all the way to the campsite. The hard truth that I discovered today, was too much to take in at once.

And..that I actually still love him, hard.  

The mere glimpse of him gave me that impactful urge to go to see him somehow. Anyhow.  The urge to hold him was unbearable.

And then, I'm being this much impatient just to see him, I wonder, how did I react when he wanted to wipe off my memories about him in the past? What did he tell me? What did i tell him?

I sighed softly.

'i think I'm going crazy'

Is this how soulmates supposed to feel when they are far away from each other?

I wonder, how did he spend his time when I wasn't there for him?

The sun was setting by the time we arrived near the campsite. The orangy  sky was creating a very beautiful scenery as the winds howling by us. It seemed to calm me down just a little bit. I needed it badly.

The man named jungkook stopped on his tracks when we could see the students from afar. He didn't want to go in front of the students, I can tell.

He was just standing there beside me, like he wanted to tell me something.  But, I wasn't in the mood. I was very emotional at that moment and...I needed to be alone.

Still looking at the ground, I just walked away from him without saying anything. So many thoughts running through my mind as I slowly walked there. Then I heard a faint voice which was coming from jungkook.

"Just a little more Rose. Just wait for a little while"

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It's been two days.

And tomorrow this school picnic will be over.

I've never felt this much helpless in my whole life. I don't know if I can come to this place again. It's very far from my home and I don't think my parents would allow me to come here again.

The thought of not being able to see him again, weakening me.

My mood dropped down so hard that I couldn't even stay focused on my volunteering work this night. So I was relieved that all of the students and teachers went to go to sleep early.

And now here I am, laying down on the sleeping bag as I stared at the beautiful moon from my tent.

'why do I always find you so facinating moon?'

'you always made me realize that someone important was missing in my life and that was him'

I wonder what happened in the past when I was under your light.

I sighed as I layed down comfortably in my sleeping bag still staring at the moon. It's pretty late now. I should sleep. Then, I closed my eyes for as long as I remember. But the sleepiness never kicked in.

My head is only occupied by him

I sighed heavily as he just wouldn't leave my mind. All of my senses are occupied by him.

I sighed again

"I want to see you so bad Tae--"

My eyes widened