I woke up to loud music coming from Edwin's room. I sat up from my bed, my head pounding from this hangover. My door swung open and there stood Austin in my doorway. "Why did you call Luna last night?" He asked, I could feel the anger radiating off of him. I held my head, "what? I didn't call her?" I answered. I heard footsteps coming closer to us. "You did what?" Brandon yelled. I was growing annoyed with them. I reached over and grabbed my phone. "Dumbass over there called Luna last night." Austin said holding his phone to Brandon. "I didn't call her bro" I replied. "Check your damn call logs" Austin said. I rolled my eyes and scoffed, "I'm doing that now Austin" I said. Outgoing call to Luna at 3 am. Fuck. "I guess I did call her" I said to them. "Yeah no shit Sherlock. Why would you tell her you're thinking of telling Mya you love her?" Austin said. I looked up to him, "fuck" I whispered. "You were with Mya for seven goddamn months?!" Brandon yelled at me. "Yeah. And?" I answered. "You and Luna were together for two whole fucking year Zion" Edwin joined in. "Y'all bugging, get the fuck outta my room" I said to them. They looked at me with disappointment. "You didn't deserve Luna. Shit you don't deserve fucking happiness after what you did to her" Edwin said to me. Well shit. "Fuck Zion" Brandon said walking away as he shook his head. Austin looked at me with disgust and walked away. I really don't know what I've been doing these past few months. This shit isn't who I am or who I was. I began to scroll through my Twitter when I came across a tweet from one of the fans I follow.
Luna 🔁 retweeted
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🤍 luna liked Hailey💜 | @hailey.beanz Did anyone else notice how Luna unfollowed Z on all her social media and deleted their pictures together? 🥺 #lunadeservesbetter 1.6k likes | 1.2 retweet's
I sighed and threw myself back into my bed. After a few minutes, I went back to scrolling. That hashtag of Luna was trending #5. It was crazy how much the beanz had loved and supporter her. The same with our relationship, the fans loved us together. Shit, my family loved her. Especially my parents, I mean my mom loves everyone. But my dad? It's hard for him to like anyone in my life. So it was a complete shock when he instantly clicked with Luna. Her family was the same. I think everyone thought we were soulmates. Man, I thought that for awhile until I guess I got bored. She was super close with my sister. Sometimes I would have to yell at my sister so I could spend time with Luna. After a while, I kind of just stopped feeling guilty about what happened. I know it was shit thing for me to do but I just wasn't feeling the relationship anymore. I'm not sure if it was because of the arguments we'd get into, the distancing or if it was because I didn't love her anymore. I don't know, what I do know is that I should have been straight up with her. That's the one thing she ever wanted was complete honesty. It hurt me the way she found out about my relationship with Mya. Luna had some family shit going on when I first cheated on her. Her uncle who took care of her, his kidneys were failing. Treatment wasn't working for him. She went back to her home town, Luna was there for three weeks. I don't what it was about Mya but I just kept going back to her.
