Luna's POV
3 years later...
"Okay Ollie, lets go home" I said walking out of the park. It was a beautiful day in New York, especially in my neighborhood. I never went back to Los Angeles, I lost contact with people in LA. Yep, that includes the Prettymuch boys and basically all my friends. After a year, they all stopped putting effort into our friendship. So I just simply stopped and if I'm being honest, I have never felt any more better. As much as I hate to say it, it feels great to leave the past in LA. I never looked back, sure I have them on my social media's but that's about it. I own my own art business now. It's great and during summers, I let high school and college students intern for me. The sound of my phone ringing caused me to come back to reality. It was my assistant, Angelia.
Hello?
Luna, Harry came by the office looking for you. I told him you weren't here so he might be at your house.
Okay, thanks for letting me know. I'll see you tomorrow, don't stay too late at the office.
Okay, I won't. Bye
I took a deep breath, I knew what was to come. I've been dating Harry for almost two years now. He's been working on going on tour. I actually have been helping him write songs. I wrote two songs that's on his last album. And I know what next. Tour. I always told him, if I dated someone who was in the music industry again. I won't go through the heart break and pain anymore. I thought I couldn't love again, not after him. But Harry changed that. In a way, Harry and I both helped each other. We both were in bad places. After the airport run in, we ran into each other at small cafe. Since then, we became friends until feelings were developed. His manager has been talking about having a tour. Harry and I had a plan. If he went on tour, we would take a break. Just another way of saying, we're breaking up. He was against it at first until I reasoned with him. I could not drop everything and go with him. I had my own business to run, I have Ollie. He would have to focus on his shows and I don't think it'd be beneficial for us both. I love him, I do but it's just what's to come. Even if I don't want it to. I feel like I have bad luck with relationships. I'm at the point where, where I don't want to be with anyone. Where I am afraid to love or to be loved again. After the whole situation with Zion, I was afraid to love. I didn't think that it was for me. I remember telling Harry that, he was patient with me. He showed me that loving someone isn't suppose to feel like it should be forced. It should not have to feel like everyday you have to fight for their loyalty and love. That it should come natural. He had also said that love is scary, you are willingly to give your all to one person. Your heart is in their hands, they can do what they want with it. When I had moved to NY, it wasn't sunshine and rainbows for me. I was put to the test of this new lifestyle, I was not use to it. I had been in LA for so long that I had gotten so use to being in toxic. But New York had a different kind of toxic. There is no doubt about that. But every so often, I went down to the Bronx and would visit my old neighborhood. Where I had grew up. In someway, it gave me a sense if peace and clarity. Maybe it was just something I needed to do. This was also needed, not being able to be near Harry anymore. I need to let him go and to do things with his life. I am this is his life, the travelling, the music making, the touring. It was his career, I know what it feels like to give it up for someone who didn't deserve it. I did that and looking back, it was a stupid choice I have ever made. I can't let that happen for Harry, I won't be the reason he regrets his decision. I love Harry and because I love him, I know this is the right thing to do. I have to let him go and let him be the big star that I know he can be. That I know he is. Harry has been the best thing to ever happen to me, he is the sun. He is golden and I am just plain ole' me. I am just the girl who survived a tsunami when her friends didn't, I am the broken girl. But Harry, he is so much more than that, and he deserves the world and more! And I really do want that for him, I really do. So I know that this will be the last time I will get to hold him, the last time that I will be his and he will be mine. This is where he goes on with his life and i go on with mine. I don't want him to be holding onto the past. I will also be by his number 1 supporter no matter what. I will be cheering him on from the sidelines. It wasn't long until I reached my own house. I see Harry's car in parked in front of my house, I see that the lights are on in the house. I need to start locking my doors. I am sure he has a key to my house so it wouldn't even matter anymore. Well after tonight, it will have to matter. With touring and such, he will be in LA and I will be here. Miles and Miles away from him. And right now, it seems like I won't be able to get away from the pain but eventually I will. I did it before and I can do it again. I looked down at Ollie and we slowly walked to the front door of my house. "let's do this Ollie, it will always be you and I in the long run huh buddy?" I said to my dog. When we reached my door, I hesitantly opened it. I saw that Harry had his bags set down by the door, I felt the tears in my eyes. I blinked them away and bent down to Ollie, taking off the leash and let him walk away from me. "Baby, I mean Luna is that you?" I heard Harry say, I walked into the kitchen and seen him cooking. Really Harry? you're gonna break up with me over dinner? I smiled to myself, seeing him in my favorite shirt. It was an old graphic tee, with the Beatles on it. "Hi" I mumbled, he turn around and I seen his tear stained cheeks. I felt my heart break a little and my vision began to blur due to the built up tears. "baby, no don't cry." he said walking over to me. I felt his arms wrap around my tiny frame, this was the last night I'll have him. "I know we seen this coming but why does it hurt so much Harry?" I whispered. I heard him sniffle, "I know it hurts, trust me. I am loosing the one thing that has kept me sane. Not even Mitch was able to do that." He said, i couldn't help but laugh at his stupid comment. "I love you Lu, you know that right?" he asked. I pulled away from him and looked up at him, "yes I do. And I love you too Harry." i paused, trying to keep myself together. "more than you'll ever know" I added. After Dinner, we talked and held each other. Taking in the last moments we have together. Ollie was laying besides Harry, if anyone could see us right now, they would say we look like a family. I wish that was true. I looked at the time, seeing how it was late. "Harry, it's getting late. Mitch will be calling you soon" I said, not looking at him. And right on cue, Harry's phone began to ring. We both looked at his phone and it was Mitch. Harry answered it and I heard Mitch's voice. "Harry, we about to leave. You have 20 minutes to get here. Tell Luna I said I'll call her later. Hurry up" Mitch said. Harry hung up and we walked over to his bags. "Take care Harry. Go be the big pop star I know you are" I said wiping the tears away. "This isn't goodbye Lu, okay?" He said to me. I nodded my head, we both know it was. He kissed my forehead and I watched him leave. Here's to another closed chapter.
