Luna's POV
We're currently sitting in Edwins room, he was doing what he does best. Making music or as I like to call it, his magic. "Come on guys, lets just rap or sing whatever comes to mind" Edwin said to us. Kyra and I looked at each other while Austin, Nick and Brandon were getting hyped. We were still kind of iffy about it. "Okay let's go" I said, it's been awhile since we have an actual laugh so might as well. "See that's the energy!" He spoke while clapping. He pressed play on his laptop, first Edwin went then he threw it off to Brandon. Things were going great, we were laughing and making "oooh" sounds. Kyra went next, "I can't lie to you for nothing. Made you who you wasn't. We was candy crushing. But this shit getting too deep. Uh lemme pass it to my girl Stormy, yeah she can cause a storm" Kyra finished. I laughed trying to get the words out. "Okay, yeah, lemme switch it up. Done with this rapping shit cause uh it ain't for me. Don't get me wrong, it's great just not my thing. Kinda like relationships, since we on relationships. Lemme tell you why my ex ain't it. Cause I gotta give myself credit for loving as hard as I did. I helped you fight your addiction and changed your whole life. Just to find myself played in the end. Ain't not regrets cause I'm proud that my heart was so pure. And I'm never ashamed of my love....I seen everything I ain't wanna see. That I needed to see, that I needed to be. Hope you live happily ever after with the bitch. Fly to France, wine and crackers, honeymoonin with the bitch. Hope you fuck around and have the son you wanted with the bitch. Y'all might be soulmates after all of this. Nah lemme stop right there, I can go on and on but this shit is too deep so lemme pass this on to my boy nick." I finished. Everyone stood still, looking at me like I had three heads. "What?" I asked, I grew nervous. "Holy shit, you went from rapping to singing then finished with a rap. What the actual fuck Luna? That was like good" Edwin spoke. Every else nodded their heads in agreement. I laughed and rolled my eyes. "Nah, it was just a little something." I replied shaking it off. "You should make a song beige you leave"'Austin spoke, "yes! You can make a diss track about Zion and Mya" Kyra said. I laughed because I genuinely thought it was a joke. I stopped laughing when I realized they were serious. "Nope." I immediately said. "Why not?" Austin asked, "you seriously have the voice" nick added. I shook my head, "and the way you came up those lyrics out of nowhere. That's talent" Brandon spoke. "I wouldn't know what to do. I'm not a singer." I replied looking at them. They all knew so much about music. Even Kyra, she had a few songs out right now that she produced and wrote. I wasn't no where near as good as they were. Shit I was only a model and an artist. "Come on, just one song. We will help you" Edwin said pointing to our friends. "Please" Nick said, "with a cherry on top" Brandon said. "With sprinkles!" Austin said. I laughed at their attempt to get me to agree. "I'll give you cuddles and will buy you sushi!" Kyra added. "You had me at sushi" I replied causing them to laugh. Our laughter came to an end when Zion walked into Edwins room. "What's going on?" He asked with his million dollar smile. I looked away and sat down. Kyra sat next to me and I leaned my head on her shoulder. "Oh uh we were just messing around" Edwin said stopping the music. Brandon looked at me with wide eyes. I laughed a little as he sat on the other side of me. "Yo stormy, could you braid my hair?" Austin asked. I smiled at him, "yeah come here" I said to him. He sat in front of me, I parted his hair and began to braid. Doing my best to avoid Zion. "Hey guys. Luna, Kyra" Zion said, Kyra gave him a wave and I said hi. It was our first time speaking. I found it odd how he all of sudden wants to talk to me. I looked over at Kyra after I finished tying Austin's braids with a hair tie. I kissed the top of Austin's head "all done bro" I said. He swatted my hands away before standing up. "Eww cooties" he said making a face. We laughed and began to have our own conversations. "Does he know that you're moving?" Brandon whispered to me. I shook my head no and looked down at my hands. "He deserves to know Luna" B said. I quickly looked up at him, "Brandon, come with me outside please" I said standing up. Everyone looked at us, I smiled and looked back down at Brandon who looked kind of scared but played it off cool. We walked outside to the backyard. I waited for him to close the door. "Brandon, he does NOT deserve to know if I leave or not. He made his decision and I've made mine. I want to move on and be happy with myself. You know how hard these last months have been for me. I can't allow myself to go down that path. Not again b" I said, god these medications have made me so damn emotional. I felt my eyes water up, I tried to blink them away but that didn't work. Brandon was quick to wrap his arms around me, resting his chin on the top of my head. "Shhhh, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have pushed. It wasn't my place" he said. I wrapped my arms around him. Trying to calm myself down. "It's okay. I I just don't want to feel that way again. You have to understand that we aren't meant to be" I replied. He didn't say anything, he just held me. I pulled away from the hug and looked up at Brandon. He gave me a small smile which I returned. "You smeared your mascara" he said before wiping his thumb under my eye. "Thank you b" I said laughing. His eyes flickered down to my lips and then back up to my eyes. I don't what was I thinking but we both started to lean in. Before I knew it, his lips were on mine. I don't know why but it felt different. It didn't feel like the kisses I had with Zion. This one felt like I was missing something. I don't know if it was because we had never kissed before or what. We didn't pull away for a few seconds. And when we did, I kept my head down. Trying to figure out what the hell had happened. I just kissed my ex's best friend, who happens to be one of my best friends. This is going to cause so much damn drama again if Zion finds out. Or if any of our friends finds out. This could be bad, like really bad. Brandon and I both made eye contact, realizing what just happened. We both panicked, I walked away from him as he stood there. Holding his temples, I on the other hand, was pacing. "I I didn't mean for that to happen Luna" Brandon spoke up, breaking the silence. I nodded my head, "that never happened. It was in the moment type thing B" I replied. He nodded his head fast. "That did not happen. There was no moment" he said. Now it was my turn to quickly agree, "agreed" I answered. We looked at each other and laughed, "we sound like little middle schoolers" he said, I laughed harder. "Oh god, lets go inside before they think we ran off to Mexico" I said walking to the door. Oh god, imagine the drama that would've caused.
(Bet y'all didn't expect that😗 good thing it was nothing more than that)
