But I'm broken (modern day Sasuke x Reader)

Chapter 4~ whats happening ?

The three turned around to meet a pissed uchiha and a concerned hyuga ."what do you b*stereds want ?" Yelled the grey haired . "go away from her" growled neji. 'why are they helping me ?I haven't even been nice to them at all' I thought slowly getting off the mucky floor. 'great now I have to clean my uniform '.the three guys walked towards the two emotionless boys . "so you want to fight yeah ?" The blonde cockily said smirking . " We are not looking for a fight " neji calmly said. "fine ! Then f*ck off and mind your own business! " The grey shouted. Sasuke growled and ran towards me , picked me up in bridal style and ran down the street with neji by his side.

"I can run myself "I said in a monotone voice . I hated being weak . "Not in the condition you are in "retorted Sasuke . Ignoring his statement and the pain in my stomach I jumped out of his arms and ran a different direction ."hey where are you going ? " Shouted neji. "um home?" I responded .the boys looked at each other as if deciding to let me go . 'I hate this , I have my own life you know !'. "Um bye " I awkwardly said walking in the direction of my apartment. sasuke and neji waited till I was out of sight before walking home them selfs .

I got to the door of my apartment and fumbled with the keys. 'what's wrong with me they only saved me from a bunch of bully's ,I shouldn't be flustered about it' I scolded myself . finally opening the door I flopped onto the couch restless . I checked my now bruised stomach and decided to get changed into cleaner clothes . My mind kept thinking of the raven uchiha . 'no I'm NOT turning into one of his fan girls , he's just one of those classic jerks that would break your heart in a heart beat'. I was now dressed in a baggy white top and baggy black pants , i wondered back to the couch . 'well at least I was right about today being a crap day'. Slowly i examined my skinny arms from past cuts . the pain just never goes away does it ?

~~~~~~~|next day|~~~~~~~~

I didn't sleep at all last night , I hardly do , otherwise the nightmares will come back to haunt me of that terrible night. shaking that out of my head I stood up from the couch that I spent my whole afternoon and night on and got ready for school. ' hopefully those bully's won't bother me again but knowing them they will' . I sighed while brushing my hair and then changing into the uniform I cleaned last night . I grabbed an (fruit) and the rest of my needed items including my phone, bag and keys and rushed out the door. 'let's get this day over with ' I thought as I munched on the (fruit) .

It's cold still what do I expect , life is always cold . I snapped out of my thoughts as I heard foot steps running to me . sasuke walked next to me which shocked me . "what do you want ?, if you want me to thank you then- " . "No I just don't want you to walk alone " he interrupted. I felt my cheeks flush slightly .'what ?! This jerk face cares about me ?' . My heart fluttered, my stomach swirled , my knees were weak . is he serious ?. my one eyebrow raised "really ?". He stared at me blankly "hn". "tch whatever " you dismissed .

I made it to school but when I looked at the building my straight expression turned into a look of disgust . sasuke saw this and smirked . "don't like school huh?". "No there are to many idiots here". sasuke chuckled ."agreed nut I hope I'm not one of those idiots ". I looked at him with a slight smile ."no". I then walked through the gates leaving a shocked uchiha looking at me.

The day was going too slow but it was finally break time . I really didn't want to sit with the others in my now old sitting place so I walked to my locker only to see neji waiting for me. he noticed me and smiled ."thought you would be here". I looked at him then nodded before getting my books out for the next class . "hey are you ok ? Because yesterday-"."I'm fine" I bluntly interrupted. he nodded with a emotionless face but his eyes said I -don't-believe-you. I sighed "but thanks for the help" you mumbled . he nodded again. i finished taking my books out and then neji grabbed my arm before I left . " Look if there is anything you need please don't hesitate to ask" he said letting me go. I got a little suspicious about this but responded anyway. "um ok"and walked off to maths.

Is it just me or is this day getting weird ? Sasuke sat next to me at art today and we talked about school in general. even though it was not a long talk it still made me feel like I ..........existed .

Lunch break came and I promised Sasuke that I would eat with him ,well more like he would be the one eating . He told me to meet up with him in a private bench in one of the halls near the cafeteria .I walked to the place and smiled when I noticed he was there. 'I thought this was all a joke to play with my mind'.Sasuke lightly smiled also which I heard was rare. I sat next to the uchiha and watched him eat his meal of rice and tomatoes . he noticed my lack of eating and said "why are you not eating?". My smile faltered a bit ."I'm not hungry" I replied . he didn't seem convinced but did not push the subject . even though we didn't speak I felt happy to have company to hang out with , felt happy to have some sort of 'friend' .

I need to stop this ! I can't make friends especially with him ! They will break me . I'll end up hurt and more hollow than before . but it doesn't hurt to try right? I've said this so many times but I always end up damaged . I shook the thought out quickly and tried to actually pay attention to English class even though I really didn't need too as I already knew this stuff. Kakashi was examining my actions all through class and got more concerned about me . he walked to my and narutos desk and said "(your name) meet me after class " . 'Great now I'm probably gonna get in trouble for not paying attention this whole class'. Naruto sent me a questioning glance which I ignored and began daydreaming again .

After class I stayed behind and waited till everyone exited the room . Kakashi walked up to me And asked " is everything ok (your name ) ? you know at home and stuff". "peachy" i responded a bit sarcastically. this only grew kakashis concern . "tell me what's wrong ". "I rather not ". Kakashi gave a disappointing expression . "ok you are free to leave but come to me if anything happens ok ? " I nodded before grabbing my bag and leaving class to walk home .

To my surprise Sasuke was waiting outside the door . "what did Kakashi want ?" he asked emotionlessly . "oh nothing ......... Why are you waiting for me ? and how did you know I was here?" .he didn't believe in your response of his question but shook it off. "The teme told me you were acting a bit weird in class so Kakashi asked you to stay behind " he said pointing out that the teme was naruto . "and besides" he paused " I want to walk you home". "um ok thanks" I blushed a bit . "you don't have to , I can take care of my-"."oh please ,come on ,let's go " he interrupted while walking down the dark hall. I hesitantly followed behind still blushing .