But I'm broken (modern day Sasuke x Reader)

Chapter 6 ~a emotional date

He waited outside my class again . he casually leaned against the wall next to my door and seemed to be starring into space. I nervously walked towards him ,head down . I was unsure if I should be excited for the date or dreading it. then it hit me . 'I'm actually going on a date with the Sasuke uchiha!'. "Are you ready to go ?". Sasuke's voice interrupted my thoughts and I gruffly nodded back . sasuke sighed knowing that you were a bit uncomfortable after the 'chat' that we had . "come on don't give me that look ,lets forget about that and have fun". these types of words were uncommon for a uchiha to say and I knew that. slowly I finally met his gaze and he had a small genuine smile on his handso- I mean face . I of course smiled back feeling a small sense of relief and happiness . "great lets go then !" . "Lets".

Sasuke and I walked side by side silently to a cake café he mentioned once. I knew that he didn't like sweet things so I was really thankful that he was taking me there. We made it to the small cute café and were led to our seats which (requested by the uchiha ) was located in a corner where most people could not spot us . " thank you for taking me here even though you don't like sweet things " i said while scanning over the menu of sweets . Sasuke quickly glanced at me before looking back at the menu and mumbling a "your welcome" trying to hide the pink tint on his pale cheeks . I finally ended up getting a ( favourite cake) and (favourite drink) and sasuke got coffee . We both silently talked about school and mostly about how orochimaru was obsessed with sasuke . he chuckled at a joke I made about him but stopped because a waitress interrupted us .she laid out our meal on the table while starring at sasuke with a seductive look . I shifted uncomfortably in my seat and looked at my lap as she tried to have a conversation with him. "how about we ditch this loner girl and have some fun ourselves ? Eh ?". Sasuke held a agitated face and replied to the girl ." sorry but I'm on a date with my girlfriend and I'd rather be with her then a slut like you" . the waitress jolted not expecting that answer and quickly sent a glare to my shocked face before speed walking off. "Now where were we ?" sasuke said calmly like nothing happened . I continued to stare at him in shock and awe . 'did he just say girlfriend?!?'. "Are you going to just stare at me or eat ? " . He snapped me out of my shocked trance and continued to look at his smirking face . " You didn't have to do that " I mumbled " you could have gone with her if you wanted". "Tch do you really think that lowly of me ? There's no way I'm abandoning you plus I don't even want to go anywhere near that bitch !" He answered in a strict tone . I quickly nodded and took a scoop of my food . " But why girlfriend?" . Sasuke's face softened . " What am I not allowed to call you that ?" . I then again nodded unable to say anything ,worried that it would come out in a stuttering mess. I also felt my cheeks burn up slighty . sasuke noticed my state and smirked again .we then slowly went back into a comfortable conversation .

We were now silently walking again and sasuke insisted on walking me home in which I tried to object to but failed miserably because of his stubbornness . I felt like I really do trust him and was ready to tell him . 'maybe I'll invite him into my house this time and make coffee as a thank you'. We made it to my apartment door and I turned to face the uchiha to ask the question ."um d-do you w-want t-to come in ? " I asked surprised at my stutter . "Sure" he smirked again . I fumbled with the keys at the door even more surprised at my nervousness . eventually I got the door open and let him in . I placed my stuff in my room before rushing to the kitchen to make coffee. I finished making the coffee and brought the mugs to the lounge where sasuke sat down on the couch looking at ............family pictures . I froze at the doorway watching him examine the pictures . he still hadn't noticed me so i mustered up the courage to walk up to him and place the mugs on the coffee table . I sat down on the same couch near by him and he turned around . "thank you , I was wondering where are your parents anyway ? ". I expected this question but that didn't stop me to freeze again in shock . "um they are um ". I couldn't say it and it didn't help that sasuke was looking at me confused . "dead". Sasuke's eyes widen and he slowly glanced back at one of the pictures of a happy lively (your name) with her father and mother standing beside her with identical smiles . it would be and understatement if he didn't say he was shocked . he looked back at the pale sad girl today who was nervously looking at her lap feeling the urge to cut . "will you tell me your past ?". A long silence lingered as I debated on telling him . finally I made a decision. " we lived in America in a small home in the country we didn't have that much money but we never cared and continued our happy ways. that all kinda ended when I started school at age 5 . kids bullied me because of how poor we were . It was never extreme bulling I just had no friends and had rumours spread around and some name calling but I never needed them I had my parents to show me love and friendship ". I paused to regain my posture ." that all changed in high school . I got hit excluded and almost killed . I began cutting and started starving myself and believed there were no good people in this petty world except my parents ". I had the urge to cry as I knew where the story would go . sasuke placed a hand on his shoulder to comfort me. " One night I came back home late because some bullies held me back and , and ......... I-I tried calling them b-but they ". Tears were now streaming down my face and sasuke was now tightly hugging me , rocking back and forward . "they were murdered " I sobbed quietly . he continued to tightly embrace me not saying anything . I tried to stop crying but the tears continued to pour out . i felt closer to sasuke more in ........love with him . after about an hour I finally stopped and sasuke started to rub my back . " I decided to move and well here I am ". I mustered up the last words . Sasuke intensely stared into my (eye colour ) eyes before leaning over , lips hovering over my trembling lips . his thumb lightly stroked the tears away and he finally leaned in even more that our lips connected . we began to passionately kiss each other . all our emotions were poured into this one kiss . I fell back on the couch, sasuke literally on top of me still keeping our lips together in the heated kiss. he slightly bit my tongue asking for entrance and I granted it , feeling too weak to dismiss . his tongue roamed all over my mouth and caressed my tongue . soon we were both fighting for dominance but he had to draw apart from the kiss and we both stared into each other's eyes lovingly . I was unable to produce words . 'he kissed me ........ I think I .......love him '. instead of talking I grabbed the uchiha and tightly hugged him in gratitude . "t-thank you s-sasuke " . Sasuke smiled and hugged back . "For now on I will protect and love you , you will no longer be alone (your name) ".I felt the tears well up again. my whole body shook . " I l-love you " I whispered .

"I love you too"

He stood in front of me outside the door . "well I better head back , see you tomorrow darling " . before he could leave I clutched onto his blazer. "um s-sasuke ? D-does this m-mean- ? " . He stopped me from talking by kissing my head . " You are now my girlfriend" he whispered and left before turning back and saying .

"Don't cut tonight and eat something and don't forget to bring lunch to school !"

"Y-yes sasuke " . he smiled "bye darling ". I closed the door and leaned against it . ' I have someone I love , someone to trust and love , I never felt this light and happy ! I'm finally happy after all these years ! Nothing will stop me ! I will make myself better for him and support him through anything ! I will not let you down !' . I then slowly wandered back to the couch and began homework .' though I don't know what I should do about my sleeping problem . I'll tell him about it tomorrow but I shouldn't burden him too much ! ' i smiled down at my math sheet .

"I love Sasuke Uchiha " ~<3