But I'm broken (modern day Sasuke x Reader)

Chapter 8 ~ help me

I sighed happily in my bedroom , thinking of my gorgeous boyfriend Sasuke . I haven't felt so much emotion in my life and it was some rush . I now needed to see him everyday or I would break , to see his smile so that I would not cry , to have him embrace so that I would not fall . I would do anything for my love as he is the only reason I live and thrive this very day . he is my body and soul , my energy , my faith and my life .

~~~~~|next day|~~~~~

This time I waited for sasuke so that we could walk side by side to school but now that I think about It I don't know much of his past nor even been to his house maybe I'll ask ?

"Sasuke ?" . "Hn ?". "Where do you live ?". "What's this all of a sudden?" . "O-oh n-nothing ! It's just , well I want to um want to meet your family seeing as we ARE dating " I mumbled while staring at the floor in shame . the word 'family' was weird thing to say to me , I still haven't gotten over it , I still had the nightmares , I still didn't sleep. I felt sasuke tense up beside me and stopped walking . I stopped also and looked at him in concern . " Are you ok sasuke ?". " I live at a mansion not so faraway , my father works at the military and is head office , my mum stays at home and as for my brother well he goes to school here ........" he trailed off . " Is there something wrong ?" I asked seeing his troubled face . " I just don't like my brother please stay away from him " he said sternly with a cold and emotionless face . I quickly nodded and grabbed his hand while blushing and dragged him to continue on walking . "I understand that it is weird to talk about family but I would like you to meet my mother at least ". I gave him a questioning look ."why not your dad". "w-well um you see he's very judgemental and strict I would rather go a bit slow with him ". "oh ok I understand " . he kissed my forehead before whispering "good".

While I was walking through the halls I noticed that all the students were whispering and gossiping about something but wasn't sure why . not to mention that all the girls sent me nasty and hateful glares . I felt like I was back to the bulling days and slowly felt depression sink into me . ' I have a really bad feeling about this ' I thought as I entered science class.

I felt another item hit at the back of my head and then heard orochimarus voice saying "stop it ". I don't understand why they are doing this to me ? What have I done wrong ? Sasuke grabbed my hand lightly under the table unseen from everyone in the room . I could feel the anger going through his veins . "don't worry " he whispered ."I'll stop this ". I smiled at him thankfully and turned my attention back to the lesson .

"They know ". "eh?". "The whole school knows about our relationship " I dropped my books and whispered out a "no". sasuke bent down and picked up the books . it was break time and the teasing hasn't stopped but it wasn't as of bad teasing just people talking behind my back and throwing things at me but I felt all those troubled days come back and now i know the reason why . " I'm sorry " sasuke mumbled . "oh no ! It isn't your fault, it's just " . My eyes began to water and I tried my best to fight them back so sasuke wouldn't see but alas he did . he brought me into a hug ignoreing the whispers of "disgusting" and "b*tch". I shook under his grasp . " Shhh everything will be fine I'll fix this ok ? ". I nodded quickly still fighting the tears . "I promise everything will be fine ".

Oh how wrong he was

"Hey ! Whore ! " Shouted a red head with a gang trailing behind her ." why don't you come with us ?". I obliged to her command as there was no sasuke near me and no soul in the empty hall . angered by the fact I had to skip class I followed the snotty group outside .

"Your nothing but a b*tch ! A lowlife! Stay the f*ck away from sasuke c*nt ". Karin suddenly punched me in the stomach hard against the wall and I coughed while sliding down the bricks . "yeah stay away from sasuke-kun !" Shouted out another girl . "go die !". "He's just using you !" . "Whore ! ". "Idiot" . "b*tch". "hang yourself". "go f*ck up someone else's life ". "he will never love you sl*t !" ."Die!!!". Punch after kick after punch was hit at me . they continued to abuse me for what seemed like hours , even though I hopelessly laid on the concrete floor bleeding they still bashed my head in the ground and kept throwing insults at me . this is what I get for dating sasuke , this is what I get for being happy. "hey stop it ! Leave her alone ! " . the girls sprinted away afraid of getting caught and in trouble . I glanced up at my mystery saver . it was neji . "are you ok ?". I couldnt answer back as I felt achy everywhere. "omg I'll take you to the nurses right away !". And with that he gently lifted me up bridle style and rushed back into the school building .

He carefully laid me on the White bed located in the nurse office . the nurse immediately began to clean my wounds and bruises and I emotionlessly stared at my feet feeling weak and a big fat burden . "t-thank you neji " I whispered . neji let out a sigh. "I'm glad that you are ok but this is what you get for being Sasuke's girlfriend ". I meekly nodded , understanding his statement . soon we heard frantic tapping in the hall and then sasuke bursted into the room , expression filled with worry and concern that It almost brought me to tears . I'm such a good for nothing wimp, a burden. sasuke seemed to ignore nejis presences and glare directed at him as he hurried over to little poor me . "are you ok ?!? I was worried sick ! Where were you ?! What happened? " He quickly asked questions over and over again . this just made me want to curl up in a corner and cry . I did not deserve this . neji patted Sasuke's shoulder . "back off sasuke can't you see she's been through enough ?". Sasuke glared at the glasses boy and stood up tall in front of him. " she is MY girlfriend so you back off". "is that the way to treat your girlfriends saviour . you do know this was caused by YOUR fangirls hmmm?". Sasuke's glare faltered a bit and he quickly glanced at me . "I'm sorry " he whispered . I shot up from my sitting position ignoring my painful limbs . "d-don't worry about it s-" . "NO ! I HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT IT ! I TOLD YOU THIS WOULDN'T HAPPEN AGAIN AND I FAILED YOU!". "Sasuke I -" . "you are right about that sasuke " neji sneered only for sasuke to clench his fists and punch in right in the face . I let out a shocked squeal and rushed over to nejis side . The nurse restrained the uchiha boy and dragged him away but before he left through the door neji mumbled to him "it's men like you that I despise the most ". then sasuke left the room with the nurse .

I scattered over to the tissue box franticly shoving tissues up his nose to stop the bleeding . neji chuckled at my actions . "I should be the one looking after you ". I didn't respond and gave him a concerned look . he sighed again. "I think you need someone better ". "w-wha -what do y-you mean " I whimpered. "your such a kind and fragile girl (your name) I'm worried about you and you being with sasuke ". "well I-i ". I couldn't seem to get any words out of my mouth . I looked sadly at neji ."i-I'm fine" I whispered. "I don't think you are ". and what he did next shocked me .he leaned forward and .......

Kissed me.