It's like my life is a constant train wreck at the moment. I can't catch a break. I can't tell my mom. I can't put this on her too. "Hey calm down," Ally said. "Calm down?!? I'm never late Ally and when I have been, I was pregnant and I was in the rehab." I freaked. "When did you and Michael have sex? It's been a while hasn't it?" She asked. "No, like a week before he left for rehab we had sex. I don't remember using anything." I said upset. "I can't have a baby right now, ally I cannot be pregnant." I said burying my face into my hands. "Hey it's only two days. Just take a deep breath. Let's get you some test. I'll tell Will I'm getting us lunch which I will and I'll get you some pee sticks." She said getting up really fast and leaving.
All I could think about how the hell did I let this happen? I'm so irresponsible! Damn it This was such a good day. "Here." She said handing me two pregnancy test. "Hey guys," Wesley said coming in. I hid the test really fast but then one went falling into the floor. "What is that, ally. We already know your pregnant." He laughed. Then it quickly turned into a shocked face. "Dre, no." He said concerned. I stayed silent as tears filled my eyes. "Are you serious?!" He asked. I shrugged. "I don't know. I'm just late." I said trying to keep calm. "Go take the damn test." He said frustrated. I quickly got up take the test with me.
"Ally this has to be a joke." Wesley said. "Wes stop. She's already freaking out." She said. I came into my office. "I still have a minute." I said setting them down. "Don't set your pee sticks next to me." Wes said scooting away making us giggle. "Okay don't get mad when i ask this, but is it Mikes?" He asked. "Who's else would it be?!" I freaked out. "I don't know, I'm assuming you guys haven't had sex since he was hospitalized and that's been way over a month ago." He said. "If everyone must know, we had sex a couple days after he was released!" I said. "Well i don't know why you're freaking out. The tests are negative." Ally said. "Oh god," I said relieved. "You need to get your ass to a doctor then and figure out what's going on. Sometimes they don't show up on drug store pregnancy test." Wesley said. Ally nodded agreeing. "I have to see Michael on Monday, no one is going to be open tomorrow on a Sunday." I said. "Don't tell Mike, he's going to freak and try to come home." Wesley said. I shrugged. "I don't keep secrets from him." I stated. "Dre. This is last thing you needed to worry bout. Don't put it on him till we are for sure. I'm being serious. He's not far enough into his treatment to handle this." Wes said. "You're right." I sighed. I don't keep anything from Michael but maybe this is something i should keep to myself till I know for sure.
Two days later
"Are you ready to see daddy?!" I asked jay excited. He smiled and started to bounce as I picked him up. "Dada!" He hollered. "Let's change your diaper and get you dressed then we can go," I smiled kissing his chubby cheek. It's been two days and I still haven't got my period but I haven't had any morning sickness or anything. With Jay I was puking constantly. I also had to tell my mom, she thinks it's due to stress. She doesn't seem worried. "You ready to see your daddy?" My mom asked jay as I got him dressed. "Yeah!" He said. "Another new word," I smiled. "Alright let's go!" I said excitedly.
Michaels pov
I sat on my bed nervously. Nervous to see Dre and nervous she may not show up. I still feel... different. Not myself. Maybe it's not good enough for her. Maybe I'm not progressing like she wants. Ugh! "They're almost here," Angel said peaking in. "Good," I said with a light smile. "What's wrong?" She sighed. "What if my progress isn't good enough?" I asked. "What do you mean, you've been making good head way. She's so proud of you." She said. "I don't know. I'm over thinking everything. I feel like that's all I've been doing here." I admitted. "Well, that's not always bad but we're getting you there slowly. Next week we will get you on your work outs and mind building. We just had to get you over your withdrawals and we're there. That's a big step. Give yourself some credit." She said then leaving.
