day1 love

Chapter 25* he brought this on himself (flashback)

Tris POV

This last month or so been boring to a cat like me.
I stayed in the crib, had my weed and occasionally some Boy delivered to me cause I was too paranoid to leave.
That high grade heroin soothed me and made me calmer.
I hadn't touched my chic in violence in this whole time.
She was still leery of me, she called herself putting the kid on pussy lockdown.

Like I cared.
She was barely even here.

She went out after she healed up from my last ass whipping and got another job to keep me supplied with whatever I wanted.
To keep me calm and off her ass.

She knows what I'll do if she don't, and now I'm just waiting for her to disrespect me.
I'll be on her like white on rice.
I can'tt fucking stand her, but like I mentioned, I need her crib.

Whenever she was gone, I had fun with the tricks my cousin sent me from the escort service he runs.
He tryna recruit me to get him bitches for his bizness, and I think I should go head and make that move.

I just ain't cut out for the life of a square!

Another two weeks pass.
I don't thank the po-po looking for me no more.
They prolly never even was.
Let me find out my hoes more loyal then my so called square bitch!

With every day that passes, I grow a bit more assured that they stayed true to the game, and ain't snitch me out over Sunny.
Sunny.
Damn, why I do that to the bitch?!
I shoulda just cut her loose, but she knew too much and I couldn't take chances like that.

Anyways, today me and Nikki decided to get out in the air, have a nice meal up the Melrose Diner.
She lookin real pretty in that fit she rocking.
She had on a pair of skintight black Calvin Klein jeans, a babydoll shirt, her hair was loose and flowing down her back.
On her feet she had some classic black Reebok.
My square bitch is a murderer, she got a body!
I forget how fuckin sexy she is sometimes.

She behaves all through dinner, I ordered for her and me, she kept her eyes glued to her place setting when the male waiter came to get our orders.

Good.

Maybe she was finally learnin' her place and I wouldn't have to whip her lil ass no more.
I was watching too, y'all know this already.
I could feel my hands itching to fuck her up.
No matter that she's giving me act right at the moment, I can't help myself.
It's my nature.
I'm off my meds and on drugs and alcohol.
Every time I thank about her hiding them pills from me, I just wanna kill her, hurt her at the very least, all over again.
Now, either she got rid of the pills, or she found a sneakier way to still take them, because I can't find them.
Believe me I looked!
Even went through her purse when she left it on the table and went to use the bathroom a few days ago.
Wasn't shit in there but an electric bill and the receipt from her paying it, a receipt for the gas bill, a cherry chapstick and a wrap for her weed, some girlie perfume.

She comes back to the table, I throw the money down for our meal, popped a toothpick in my mouth, take hold of her hand and we leave.
We stop at the A+ gas station so I can get gas, I wait at the back of my ride, nozzle in my hand.
She goes to put the money on the pump inside the store.
Her head still down, she passes by the crackheads, a few dealers loitering about, paying them no mind, when they catcall her and wolf whistle at her.
My temper ticked up a little, I'm getting hot under my collar.
I stop.
Replace the nozzle in the hook, follow behind her to grab a couple cold drinks, and then, it happens.
The dealer dude from out front follows her, starts complimenting her, talking bout, damn yous a pretty girl.
She ignores him, but looks at me and I see she scurred, she knows me and my temperamental ways, my mercurial mood swings.
I give her a look that confirms I'm pissed.
I step into his sight, said with a whole attitude, like the killer I am, a forbidding look on my face, "She is though ain't she, but that there's my pretty girl"
He throw his hands up, palms outward saying, "My bad, I ain't know she was with you, dawg"
My temper rachets up even more!
I'm barely holding my shit in check!