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Happy boy

Here I am.
Still alive.
It's a miracle, that I didn't want to happen.
When the sadness is coming through,
Remember that I'm always there for you.
That is something that no one ever said to me.
It was always me.
The asshole.
The problem.
That one who never was the hero of this story.

Why am I here, still alive?
Who was that happy boy?
He was me, he was me, ooh..
Where did he go?
He isn't here
Maybe he just got enough and leaved us here alone...

Why am I here just to suffer?
If we are here for dying,
Why I can't die right now?
I can't anymore focus on anything.
Just black eyes, black cats, everything is black!

Why am I here, still alive?
Who was that happy boy?
He was me, he was me, ooh..
Where did he go?
He isn't here
Maybe he just got enough and leaved us here alone...

Those cried nights,
Those holded tears.
All the scars in my heart..
All the pain,
Is going to end toniiiiiighhtt!
Put gun on head,
Just pull the trigger...
I can do it, I can do it, I can do iiitt...
I can't do it...

Is it tears or just the fucking rain!
I can't anymore figure out,
What I'm doing.
I still want you back without reason,
Just get it,
I still love youuuuuuu....

Why am I here, still alive?
Who was that happy boy?
He was me, he was me, ooh..
Where did he go?
He isn't here
Maybe he just got enough and leaved us here alone.....

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