Please Call Me Yours(Trixya)

Chapter 19:Pale White Moonlight

Trixie's POV

"Does it go here?"

"It doesn't matter, just put it anywhere Kat." Katya came out of my bathroom, wrapped in a towel holding my shampoo.

"What are you doing?"

"Applying to a few different universities."

"Shit, I forgot that you want that."

"What, to go to college?"

"Exactly." Katya sat behind me on the bed and wrapped her arms around me.

"Kat, you're soaking wet. Get off."

"Awe, but Pixie." Katya put her face into my neck, holding me tight. "Do you want to go to a college here?"

"Not really."

"You're gonna leave me?"

"Come with me."

"Gonna put me in a suit case?"

"No, your legs wouldn't fit. They are way too long."

"Good point, I guess I'll have to buy a ticket to follow you where you go. I let you walk away once, not letting it happen again."

"Are your serious?"

"Yes, I am serious. Why would I let you leave me again?"

"Ma'am, you're the one that left."

"True but I let you date that FUCKER."

"Shh, my mom is asleep."

"Sorry, sorry. Trixie?"

"Hmm?"

"Do you love me?"

"Yes, without a doubt."

"Can I ask you something?"

"Sure."

"Will can I ask you to be mine?"

"I think we need a little bit of time."

"Still healing from breaking up?"

"Not really. I knew that Milk wasn't for me. I want us to make sure that we are grounded. Communication becomes hazy with us when it comes to our feelings for each other, I want us to work on that. I want us to be able to be together without that beibg a problem." I turned around and looked at Katya. "Is that okay?"

"Trixie, take all the time you need. Just as long as you're in my life."

"I don't plan on going anywhere." I kissed Katya's cheek softly. "You know you're gonna change my sheets right? You got them soaking wet."

"Wouldn't be the first time."

"Ugh, shut up." Katya squeezed me a little before standing up. I missed her warmth as always.

"Where's my bag?"

"I don't know. Where'd you put it?"

"If I knew that, I wouldn't be looking for it, now would I."

"I hope you never find it."

"Well, I guess I'll be naked all night then." Katya smirked as she leaned down, her face close to mine. I swallowed hard and got up.

"You know, I think I remember you putting it downstairs. I'm gonna look for you."

"I thought you might."

"I'll be back." I walked out of my room, downstairs to the kitchen. I found Katya's bag sitting on the counter.

"You're up late." I turned to see my mom walking down the stairs.

"Oh hi mom."

"Did I hear you talking to someone in your room?"

"Oh, Katya is here."

"Did you two make up?"

"Yes ma'am."

"I'm proud of you."

"Thanks mom. Mom, can I tell you something?"

"Sure honey." My mom put on the kettle and turned back to face me. 

"I really do love Katya."

"I know honey." My mom smiled warmly as she put her hand on my shoulder. "She's good for you Trixie, you just have to understand that."

"I'm just scared."

"Of?"

"What if we don't work out? What if she realizes that I'm not what she wants?"

"Sweetie if she didn't think you were meant for her, she wouldn't have come back and put in so much time."

"She came back for her mom."

"Is that what she told you?"

"Yes." My mom chuckled as she shook her head.

"Maybe you should ask her to be honest with you because that isn't the only reason and it really isn't the main reason."

After talking to my mom and giving Katya her bag, we laid in my bed. It was going on 3am and I couldn't sleep. I was just thinking about what my mom said. "Katya? Are you awake?"

"Yes."

"Why aren't you asleep?"

"Because you're not." I turned and faced Katya, finding her hand in the darkness. Katya's eyes were a light blue in the pale white moonlight.

"Katya, why did you come back?"

"Honest answer?"

"Yes, please."

"You."

"Why?"

"Because I missed you. It was borderline hell, not being near you. It gave me time to think though."

"What'd you think about?"

"What I wanted in life."

"Did you find the answer?"

"You, Trixie I want you. I always have, and I think I always will. Yeah, it started out as fun but it quickly became something more. It was more than just fucking my best friend's sister, it was loving my best friend's sister. Falling in love actually. It happened so fast, I'm not going to lie. I didn't think it was actually love at first but eventually, I knew."

"How?"

"Well, I would have to catch my breathe when I saw you, my heart raced when I smelled your perfume, my mind wondered about you and what we could be. It still does. But what really showed me, is when I saw you sitting under the tree. My heart had the same reaction as it did two years ago, raced faster even. I didn't know much I actually missed you until I saw you and the pain set in."

"That's love?"

"That's my love for you."