Sa Huli (Book 3)

Chapter 30: It's Over

Kaye's POV

"Where have you been?" I asked Patricia ng naupo ito sa tabi ko. It's my rest day today kaya nasa bahay lang ako. 

"Dyan lang." she replied then look at me and smile. 

"Don't smile at like that." sabi ko sabay iling

"Smile like what?" she ask then a cocky smile formed on her face "Naiinlove ka nanaman sa akin no?" she tease

"You know what, you just have to breathe and I am love." I said 

She didn't say anything, instead she hide her face to my chest.

"You started it. And now, ikaw tong kinikilig." sabi ko sa kanya and hug her. 

"I can't help it." she said "Kaye Liteda eh." 

I smile "I love you." then I kiss the top of her head. 

"I love you too, boo." she said.

We stayed like that for few minutes bago niya ako hinila patayo ng sofa at ayain akong lumabas. When I asked her where to go, she told me she wanted to go to the park. 

And so we did. 

I just watching Patricia while she is enjoying the place. How carefree she is, and I can't help not to think about everything that happened. 

If I will be honest, before meeting her I know that I wasn't really looking for love, I did not thing but to work my ass out and accepted that I'll be forever alone but  everything changed when I met her because the moment I saw her I knew I found something special. 

Our love story is too remarkable to people we know. It's a tale like no other, an endless dramatic telenovela of everyday life. We went through ups and downs. We let each other go but gave a d@mn fight to get back to each other.  

She is my sister's best friend and she was supposed to be just that, just my sister's best friend, but she became more than what I expect her to be. 

It wasn't my intention to fall in love with her. If I have a choice, I wouldn't coz I don't have plan to break the sister code that Jai and I has. But, there was just something about her, something I couldn't describe that pull me to her. Pinilit kong pigilan, but more I got to know her, the more I knew that I was in big trouble, and so I made the biggest decision of my life - I walk away from her. 

Not just to save my relationship with my sister but to also save her from the pain I might cause her. But I knew that decision broke my heart in a million pieces. 

But I couldn't stay away from her longer. We have the connection we cannot runaway from. And so I gave in, and let my heart decide. I fought hard to get her, and after long battle, I got her and it made me the happiest girl alive. 

But our relationship is not as easy as walk in a park. It went through a roller coaster ride. We went through a lot of heartaches. But maybe our love is stronger than fear and heartbreak because even after what we went through at kahit marami pa ang hadlang sa aming dalawa, we still end up being together. 

We are still in love with each other. 

They say that lucky are those people to find a once in a lifetime love, but and I say, a special love, that once in a lifetime love is a choice. We have a make a choice to love and be loved. It takes a great ounce of commitment and effort to have such kind of love. 

Because relationship is not just all love and sweet talks. Hindi siya biglang babagsak sa lupa and 'boom!' you have a perfect relationship. Dadating ang oras that everything will get boring and be like a routine. Dadating yung oras na maiinis ka dahil wala ng thrill ang lahat. Sometimes it will scares you dahil mapapaisip ka if you are still in love with the person or if you are in love with the idea of being in love and it's okay, it happens and that is okay. It may scare you but that how love works, you have to choose the scariest, riskiest option over the easiest, most tempting option because that makes love worth risking and fighting for. And despite all the fears that you have, you feel it in your heart that it is still the same person that you need. That whatever life throws on you, siya at siya ang gusto mong makasama. Na kahit ibigay sayo ng mundo ang lahat ng gusto mo, it will not mean anything with the person you love.