Bitch boys | NCT Mafia AU

Sob story; (CH19)

You were, again, sitting there on that large rectangular table... Fiddling with your fingers as you tried your hardest to imitate a broken, tortured, devestated, 18 year old girl.
The whole situation you were currently in seemed quite ironic to you: the last time you sat at this table, Doyoung was briefing you and Jungwoo on your next 'top' mission... and one month later you're back as an integral spy for CUBE, utilising your decent acting skills to the best of your abilities.

As you plotted on how to spend your time at SM in a non-suspicious manner, Jaemin handed you a warm cup of tea, and smiled you to, gently blowing over the top of the tea.
The fakeness he was showing you made you want to do all kinds of things to him, like grab the mug and smash it over his head and see what if felt like to fucking burn.

But of course, you followed protocol and smiled back, receiving the mug in a friendly manner.

Yunhee sat down next to you and gave you her jacket.

"That towels a bit dirty, just wear my jacket, you must be cold" she offered, speaking in innocent tone.

You would usually appreciate her 'kindness', but you had passed that line a while ago. Pettiness had become your only best friend.

"My name's-"

"Yunhee" You cut her off, pushing your hair behind your ear trying to act all genuine, you felt the need to scare her so you decided to bring up CUBE, "they want you too"

"Hm?" She looked at you confused, and crossed her arms.

"T-They... CUBE.... want you, they want to kill you" you mumbled.

This caught the attention of NCT members whom were currently circling around the room, all in denial about your return.

Yunhee's eyes widened, before grabbing your hands and grinning.

"They won't get me, or you" she scrunched her nose gently, giving you a 'reassuring, cute' expression, "I will protect you"

You prayed at that moment that any god... Buddha, Shrek, Ariana Grande... Would give you the power to hold yourself back from breaking every bone in her hand, you wanted to see her lifeless.

It pissed you off how she didn't seem the slightest bit scared.

Yuta came up to the two of you and put his hand on your shoulder.

"You are an SM member... We won't ever-"

"Fail me again?" You whispered.

You cursed mentally, feeling disappointed at your sudden slip of character. You were livid at the sight of Yuta, Jaemin and Taeyong, you had absolutely no form of respect for them anymore, you didn't even classify them as human-beings... You held respect for them the same as you'd hold respect for low teir lifeforms, such as cockroaches and leeches.

"What's that?" Yuta frowned, not picking up what you said.

"N-nothing... I just, I just... Can I go to the medical ward? Everything hurts" you answered, wanting to convince them that you were in fact tortured and harmed.

Doyoung and Kun came by your side and 'helped' you up.

"Wait... No! I want to go with her, we are partners... Aren't we?" She pushed Doyoung and Kun away, wrapping her arms around you.

You prayed that one day you could shove her own fist down her throat and see how she likes it. It seemed quite mean of you to fantasise of subjecting her to numerous forms of torture every time you saw her face... You wondered when the hell you became such a Scorpio.