Bitch boys | NCT Mafia AU

Bedazzled; (CH43)

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Word count: 5575

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You were not one to lie when you were confronted with a sight like this. You knew that you had entered a door that didn't prove to have an exit.

Your robe barely attempted to continue hanging upon your skin, instead it slowly began to fall, leaving you nude.

Naked, body and mind, in front of him. This proved to be vulnerability at its finest.

You did not want-

'Don't fool yourself with your own lies.' His eyes didn't leave yours, even as your robe unfolded, he didn't seem to want to even want to peer downwards.

Were you or were you not a good member of the SM Mafia? You found yourself wondering... A highschool dropout, who is undressed, below a wicked man who you seemed to still question whether you had romantic feelings for.

You breathed in.

You hands slowly brushed over the back of his neck as you pulled him closer to you. You were clueless on your own grasp of your conscience, every next move grew increasingly ambiguous.

'Taehyung I don't want this, yet,' You exhaled, 'you don't want me to lie and I won't.'

You caressed his face with one hand, leaving your other to gently hold his cheek.

'It's annoying, you constantly take control of my mind when you can just talk to me... normally. I don't like being told what to do and you more than anyone should know that.' Words travelled out of your throat with no constriction, the black circling within Taehyung's pupils slowly vanished.

'Everyone wants both of us dead, so, yes, a part of me does think that we are somewhat compatible in that sense.' You smiled just a little bit, you picked your lips, 'If you just let me talk, let me think on my own, I think I'll be able to open up to you Taehyung.'

Taehyung closed his eyes and pulled the blanket on the bed over you.

'I understand. I'm very sorry for all that I've just done.' Taehyung spoke, he was about to turn around when you grasped ahold of his hand warmly.

'You know, you... can stay... I don't think I was lying when I sjaid that I didn't want to be alone.' You let your feelings unravel a bit.

Taehyung paused, letting silence flow into the room.

'I think I'll come back when I'm relaxed .' Taehyung mumbled, 'I... Y/N I've always loved you and I always will. And, so, of course I understand. But I think it's best that I keep my distance.'

'That's a bit difficult as of our situation right now.' You sighed.

'Yes, yes it is.' Taehyung's eyes remained fixated on the ground.

'Do you want to do it?' Words slipped out of your mouth with no restraint.

Taehyung lips parted, 'what are you trying to draw out of me with this?'

You shrugged.

He sighed once more, 'when you are in front of me like this... How wouldn't I?'

'You'd get sick of me after, like everyone does. So, you are missing out on much.' You stated simply, unable to ignore the sudden tension.