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New Horizons; Chapter 56

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'He fell for it?' Taeyong approached you cautiously.

You shrugged, feeling your shirt stick a little bit to your skin as you got up from the chair, oily strands of hair refusing to tuck behind your ears.

'I have no idea he's unpredictable.'

'Ill take care of him.' Taeyong spoke.

'He doesn't like you, you know that by now right?' You rolled your eyes, 'if I let you have him, he would hate me.'

'Mmm' Taeyong gave you this weirded out look.

'Its happened before!'

'If he loves you so much, he won't hate you for leaving for just a little bit, Y/N.' Taeyong pulled those stubborn strands of loose hair out of your face.

'Oh god.' You sat back down in the seat, pulling away from Taeyong's touch. 'What if he grows to hate me?! I caused all of this!'

Taeyong sighed.

He's gone through this script with you one too many times. It was exhausting. But, worth it.

'Come on, Y/N.' He waited for you to get up.

You stared at him, exhausted, before leaving, following his footsteps, before stopping, in front of that baby yellow door frame.

Your heart melted, a smile returned to your lips, without you even knowing.

The two of you stared at him, asleep and comfortable in his bananas in pyjamas matching onesie, suckling onto one of his thumbs, his other hand clutching his favourite Banana plushie.

Junseo had fallen asleep, staring at all the different stars flickering within his fluorescent lace canopy that you made for him.

'You should have never forced him to watch that episode of bananas of pyjamas, he's addicted now.' You giggled, watching, tenderly, as his small face scrunch up.

'Who ever said I forced him? Maybe I like watching the show on my own, Y/N.' He replied, sarcastically.

You tried to muffle your laugh a little, it took ages to bring Junseo to sleep.

Taeyong put his arm around your shoulder.

'Hes having his own dream right now, just go shower. I'll guard him, okay?'

You sighed.

'Okay.'

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It had been a few months since you left Korea. You didn't know who else you could tell, besides Jin and Taeyong.

You lied to Taehyung, telling him you would be going with Jin and Jisoo, when you actually decided to go with Taeyong and Junseo to... Denmark?

Jungwoo, who overheard your plans to leave, deciding to give you the idea of spinning a plastic model, a world globe and letting your finger land on the place that you'd go. To his dismay, Jungwoo's, initially snarky comment, led you and Taeyong to Copenhagen.

You understand why you felt the way you did, but you felt this euphoric feeling the moment you settled down in a little cosy hub near the coast. You could almost tell that you were going to stay there for years. Just like how you could tell that Taeyong was the right person to do this with.

Even if you didn't feel that way, you knew you'd be in Denmark for a while. Being in your third trimester, no one wanted you on their planes.

Initially, you wanted to abort the baby. You never wanted children.