dino • breece

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"george i really fucked up"
blake sighed, looking at george.

"how?"
george asked.

"i hurt reece"

"bro it was just a joke, he'll forget about it in like a week.. plus you didn't really feel anything"
george shrugged whilst looking out of the cafeteria window, a thoughtful look on his face.

"i'm such a dick.. george i did feel stuff for him.. i love him so much.. why the fuck did i do that?"
blake rested his head on the table, groaning.

"y-you love him?"
george mumbled.

"yes george.. i know it was meant to just be a fucking joke but i fell for reece fucking bibby"
blake frowned.

"mate you've gotta talk to him"
george told him, suddenly feeling a wave of guilt.

"fuck that.. it was just a joke, it doesn't actually matter"
blake shrugged, pretending he didn't care.
maybe he did.
maybe he didn't.
he never told george.

blake moved to los angeles after he had finished school, and became an actor.
no one heard from him.
george got the occasional text, but it was nothing special, just a "hi how are you?"
blake was extremely busy, but had managed to get himself a new boyfriend in america.
his name was elliot.
it wasn't difficult to find a hot gay guy in la.
blake knew deep down inside that he was just using the poor guy to try and stop thinking about reece.

reece stayed home and applied to a few universities.
he ended up attending cambridge university to study english literature and drama.
he had a job at a local pub, and was making a decent amount of money, well just enough to survive on.
he owned a small apartment in the centre of cambridge, and it was right next to the uni.
reece and brad were still very close, even though brad was usually touring with his band, the vamps.

reece was broken.
he never forgot what blake had done to him.
he had scars as reminders of what had happened in his past, and they weren't going to fade away anytime soon.
he tried to move on, but everything reminded him of blake richardson.
the smell of coffee.. the colour yellow.. dinosaurs..
it killed him inside, he just wanted to move on.
reece couldn't get on a train without thinking of blake, how he used to comfort him.
he was much better now, and didn't need headphones at all.
he wished he could tell blake.
he saw all the photos of blake and his new boy, making him remember how he and blake used to be.
how happy they were.
how much they loved each other.
well reece believes that blake never loved him at all.
maybe he didn't.
blake knows he loves reece.
reece has given up on love.

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cut scene
finito.

10/4/20
i might write a sequel
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i'm sorry for the ending
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edit:sequel out now!!
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