Past Crush (Derek Hale x Reader)

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Hi, I'm (y/n) Stilinksi and I'm 17 years old.  My best friend is Allison Argent.  

I've known about werewolves since I was a child because of my childhood friend Cora Hale we were unseparable until the Hale fire.  It was the worst year of my life and that was the day that her siblings Derek and Laura came to live with us for about a month until they knew what to do.

While they were staying with my family Derek and I became super close and I developed a crush on him.  Laura and I became like siblings as well, but my brother didn't like the idea of having more people in the house and didn't make his thoughts quiet and even if he did they would've still heard it.  My dad, the sheriff, find out that Laura and Derek were werewolves a week after they lived with us because they couldn't control the grief and I really did try to help.

After they left I stopped being who I was since I lost of the last tie I had to best friend.

But that was 5 years things are different now.

Guys be honest should I continue or not cause I said I wasn't going to and now I am so please comment if I should.  

If you don't like it I will just leave it there to sit.