Rainy Touch ||Taehyung Ff||

Part 14

Oh how we wished that we could erase something or just turn out to be a misunderstanding.

I didn't moved or ran away. I wasn't even crying. I just felt a slight bit disappointment.

What was that?
Why was that?
Wasn't I supposed to be angry or mad?
And even punched that girl's face?

But I kept my calm. My eyes rejected looking away and just stared at them. Her tiny hands wrapped around her, her fragile figure getting support from him and the pure smile made me somehow stay there and wait further. And I did.

Finally, the girl pulled away and smiled at him. He smiled at her too and bidded her bye. She too brought out her tiny hands to wave at him. She started to turn and walk into her house. Taehyung was about to turn to me but the girl interrupted by grabbing him by collar and kissing him on the lips.

Brang! (A/n:Lol.)

The heaviest thing existing crashed and broke something inside me.

She kissed him. That made me understand that they were much more than just friends. Lovers...

And even

Married.

I didn't know but it was anything but friendship. I was taken aback finally. Maybe I just realised that they were more than friends after the kiss. Maybe I just thought them as some friends or siblings but that kiss. Lip to lip was heart breaking to stare at so I jerked my head away as soon I realised that they were kissing.

Something that we had never done. Taehyung and I were couples. But still we never did more than cuddling and pecking on cheeks.

My body went cold and chills ran through my body. I turned around the other way and tried my best to walk away.

Everything was settled. Taehyung had a girlfriend and they liked-wait no-loved each other.

My feet were unable to function well but I was grateful that they were atleast moving me away from the kiss scene. I knew that will haunt me all my life. But then my brother's image formed in my mind. They love me truly. They will never give up on me. But...
It always ate me up.

Will they still love me if they are married?
Will they still love me the most if they have childerns?

That's selfish but I always want my loved ones to love me back equally and never ever love others. That's a type of bitchy feeling but it was who I was. It was what I was scared and worried of. And it was what broke me today. Taehyung was my loved one, he never loved me. And now he liked other girl. It was frustrating how I couldn't accept the reality and am caught up on the guiltiness how I am.

My legs shook furiously and I fell down on the ground. The ground was muddy and dirty but still I was not being able to stand up. My eyes poured out hot tears and my mind caught up in a internal quarrel maze. A total mess I was in. My eyes closed in an attempt to erase everything from my life.

"Rain..." That soothing voice called out. And how I wished, everything I saw just now was just a misunderstanding.