The Underground - 3RACHA

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Jisung was nervous, but it was an excited nervous. He was sat in the back of Chan's car on the drive back to their house, watching Changbin and Chan in front of him as he gnawed at his bottom lip. Every time Changbin would turn his head to look in his direction, he'd suddenly feel shy and have to look away, focusing out of the window instead. Of course, he knew what Chan had meant by 'something really fun' at The Underground, he'd been the one hinting towards it in the first place, but it was still going to be his first time consensually and that was a scary thought.

Jisung wasn't stupid so he knew Chan and Changbin had already done this before, usually when he was in work and he returned to find Chan and Changbin significantly more worn out than when he left. He didn't mind. He was grateful as it allowed him to take as long as he needed before doing it with them, not that he imagined Chan or Changbin would have forced him before he was ready anyway. He knew he was ready now though.

When they entered their bedroom, Chan entrapped Jisung against the closest wall, lips connecting with his as his arms rest beside his head, palms pressed against the wall. Jisung didn't know where Changbin was, somewhere else in the room, but he could barely think about that as he lost himself in the feeling, Chan's soft lips crashing against his own. Then Jisung's attention was brought back to Changbin as he spoke.

"Chan?" He asked in an unusually timid voice for him, fiddling with his fingers when Jisung and Chan both turned to look at him. "I, um...I was wondering if I could...have Jisung's first time because you got all the other firsts."

Chan chuckled, reaching for Changbin's hand and pulling him closer to the pair, "of course," he said, lightly pecking Changbin's lips, making him smile. "As long as that's ok with Jisung?"

Both boys looked over at Jisung now, still leaning against the wall while slightly panting but also smiling along with the other two. "Y-yes, please."

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Jisung tapped his pen against his bottom lip, trying to think of the next line for his rap verse. For their rap contest song, the three had decided they'd take it in turns to rap a verse each and after every verse, there would be a chorus. The chorus would be rapped by all of them in an exciting and hyped up fashion to get the audience involved and hopefully, make them cheer for 3Racha to win. The spare bedroom had been turned into a production room since they moved in. Jisung was sat at the desk that was commonly used for writing while Changbin and Chan were sat at the desk with all of the production equipment on. Chan was showing Changbin how to produce the music and it brought a smile to Jisung's face as he lay his head down on the desk.

Chan and Changbin had their back to Jisung, but when the two look at each other, Jisung could see the smiles on their faces. Jisung was content watching them from afar, admiring them with a love-struck grin, but a week had elapsed since they found out about the rap contest and Jisung's rap was incomplete while Chan and Changbin's were completed and perfected. Most of Jisung's efforts towards the contest had been in the form of therapy and improving his confidence, so Chan and Changbin were understanding. They didn't want to rush him and Jisung was thankful for that.

So far he had half a page of writing but the majority of it consisted of scribbled words and the same three lines written over and over again in a different way. He had his topic, it fit in with Chan and Changbin's perfectly. The title of the song was 'Father Figure' and the three were discussing their fathers or lack of one in their verses, but Jisung's was harder to put into words than he thought it would be. He'd never written a rap about his parents before and he didn't know how. Even years later, talking about what had happened to them was painful and he didn't know if he was ready to open up yet. He knew he'd do it one day, but he didn't want to perform something so vulnerable at The Underground. He needed something angry and as he thought the title over in his head, he realised he didn't have to write about his actual father.