My bestfriend (Ashton Irwin)

Chapter 24

Ashtons POV

A week later. 

Its monday and I havent spoken to Ariana since last week, I do miss her but we hate eachother for some reason. 

I grabbed my school bag and rushed off to school I didnt really care that I wasnt waiting for Ariana anymore we had an argument and our entire friendship has pretty much gone, I dont know if she hates me but I hate her for some reason. 

I approached the cheerleaders and didnt take my eyes off Sarah, shes so cute and adorable. She dyes her hair red a lot and it looks adorable on her because its Sarah so obviously she would look beautiful.

"Uhm, S-sarah.. can I talk to you" I felt myself blushing and she came away from the cheerleaders and we stood a distance away so nobody could overhear us, "Do you.. uhm.. want to be my girlfriend?" I asked and scratched the back of my neck. "ofcourse Ashton! your so cute being all nervous!" she tapped my nose and hugged me. 

"I really like you by the way" I scratched the back of my neck and she kissed my cheek leaving me blushing, I smiled and said goodbye to her and walked over to Luke, Calum and Michael. "Hey guys" I smiled, they didnt seem like they hated me and I was pretty glad. 

"Have you seen Ariana today?" Luke asked and I shook my head and laughed, "why would I want to?" I chuckled but probably sounded a little mean but I dont care.

"I haven't seen her all week actually" michael added, he usually sees her like every day because they live quite close together but she lives closer to me.

"Maybe she's left again!" I smiled and Calum shot me a foul look, "I know you hate her now for some stupid reason but stop being a dick" he spat and I rolled my eyes and smiled at Sarah.

"Sarah said yes!" I exclaimed and they all smiled, "don't fuck it up" Michael groaned and I laughed gently, "I'm worried about Ariana.. She hasn't been replying to me for over a week and I haven't seen her" Luke began to worry and I groaned.

"Are you just dating Sarah to get over Ariana?" Cal asked and I shook my head, "I love Sarah" I smiled to myself thinking of my red headed girlfriend.

"Woah!" Luke gasped and we all looked at the thing Luke was pointing out, Ariana was making out with one of the jocks, Alex. Every girl at this school liked him for some reason, I envied him for some reason. Especially when his lips were all over my first crush.

She kept pecking his lips and smiling at him and cuddling into his body the way she used to cuddle into me, was I really jealous of this guy?. yes.

She waved and walked off with Faye laughing about something, "Ash!" Calum smacked my arm and I glared at him and he pointed to my fists which I didn't realise were clenched, my knuckles were a ghostly white and I hadn't realised.

"I have a damn girlfriend what the fuck is going on?" I asked and they all smirked, "you still fancy Ariana!" Michael nudged me and laughed and I shook my head. "No I don't!" I protested and they all rolled their eyes at me.

Ariana's POV

Me and Alex were dared to kiss by one of his friends.

"Oh by the way, forget the whole fantasising about Ashton because it was a big mistake" I informed Faye and she nodded in response, "I'm serious!" I shouted as she headed to her class, I groaned as Ashton approached.

"Hey.. Michael!" I smiled and hugged michael and acted as if Ashton wasn't even there which was quite easy to be honest because he didn't even attempt to speak to me, he just grinned at me and I ignored him.

"Alex is going to get so much shit for kissing me" I sighed and leant against the wall, "he isn't, why would he?" Michael asked, "I'm ugly, unpopular and pretty much everyone hates me" I heard Ashton hum in agreement and I felt like slapping that grin off his face.

"Michael, what are you-" I cut Ashton off and pushed him away, "I can hear something, its annoying and won't go away" I shouted obviously referring to Ashton, he laughed and pushed me out of the way and I fell into the wall.

"Yeah go Ashton!" Peyton shouted and I burst into laughter, "I see you have your slag team on your side" I shoved him into the lockers on the opposite side of the hall, "yeah it hurts being slammed into a locker doesn't it? Try being slammed into a locker every day, try hiding the bruises and try hiding every single fucking emotion behind a smile!" I was pretty much screaming and Peyton rolled her eyes and walked off.

Ashton shoved me a few times until I began to stumble, "not strong enough to hold your own weight?" He shoved me again, "sorry, I forgot about the extra weight that has recently appeared" he spat and the hallway was filled with laughter.

I slapped him harshly and ran out of the corridor and found myself sitting in a ball in the library, if only he knew what I had just been through.

Ashtons POV

"Now you have blown every fucking chance of ever getting her to be your best friend again!" Michael shoved me slightly and I ran after her, I dont know where she's gone but I need to find her.

The library! I ran up the 2 flights of stairs and saw her sitting in a ball in the corner of the library, "Ariana! I'm so-" she cut me off and sobbed, I put my arms around her and hugged her, "I'm so so sorry!" I whispered and kissed the side of her head.

"Your not fat and your not ugly, your beautiful and I'm so sorry for being a dick! I don't hate you I never have and never will!" I whispered and she shoved me off, "sorry doesn't change anything" she looked up at me, she had red eyes and tearstained cheeks.

"Ariana I'm so so sorry please" I pleaded and she shook her head, "I've lost sleep crying over you Ashton. I'm not in the mood anymore" she sighed and slammed her head into the wall.

"please speak to me" I mumbled and she glared at me, "you have hurt me, what makes you think I'm just going to forgive and forget?" She growled and I sighed.

"I know you hate me but please?" I pleaded. "Why Ashton?!" She spat, "why what?" I asked "why should I forgive you?!" I looked into her brown eyes and sighed. "Forget it, what's the point in trying to get you back when you won't forgive me anyway?!" I shouted.

"You haven't given me a reason to forgive you!" She had tears rolling down her cheeks and slapped my hand away when I tried to wipe them. "Go and be with Sarah, she's more important" she mumbled and walked off.

Ariana's POV

Ashton ran after me which caused me to run back to class, everyone looked at me when I burst through the classroom door and my teacher didn't look the slightest bit happy.

"Miss Lockheart, Mr Irwin do you want to explain why your late?" Mr Thompson took us back outside and we both shrugged, "Detention on Wednesday after school then" he sighed and held the door open for us.

Ugh I hate detention! I'm going to be alone with Ashton and I can't even stand him now and its only Monday.

I sat down next to Michael and Ashton slammed his head onto the desk on the opposite side of Mikey, I giggled but when he looked up I looked away and I saw him smiling in the corner of my eye.