Be mine ↠ s.m

Chapter 3

I fell asleep during the movie, so Cam brought me over to our bed and slept with me after it finished. *the next morning* I woke up and Cam was still sleeping next to me. I felt him get up, so I pretended to be asleep. Then I heard screaming, I knew exactly who it was. "Guys! I already asked her out and she said yes!" Shawn yelled. "Well, we like her too, Shawn!" Hayes and Matt yelled. Then the door slammed and there it was silent. I already had tears in my eyes and I wasn't even up. (Mahogany, Hayes, Shawn, and I are all fifteen, but Matt and some other boys are sixteen. The rest of the boys are like seventeen and Cam and Nash are eighteen.) I felt someone wipe their thumb on my face. I opened my eyes and looked up, it was Shawn. He sat me up and said, "Bæ, what's wrong?" He asked. "I ruined you, Matt, and Hayes's friendship, I feel so bad." I said crying into his chest. He rubbed my back. "Shh, it okay. You didn't ruin our friendship." He said. "I should've just stayed home, I should've never come with Cam on tour." I whispered, still crying. "Isabel Rose Dallas. Don't say that, we're all happy that you came on tour with Cam, we've been dying to meet you, and we'll try not to fight." Shawn said. "Thanks." I said hugging him. I pulled and said, "And how do you know that my middle name's Rose?" He laughed, "Cam told me, well, he told us." He said. "I'm gonna kill him." I said. He laughed again. "Why? Pretty soon everyone's gonna know your middle name." He said still laughing. I laughed too, then I got up and got dressed. "Shawn" I said. "Yea?" He asked. "Promise, you guys won't fight over me." I said. "Okay, we'll do our best." He said. Then I went to the bathroom and got changed. What no one knows (not even Cam or Nash) is that, I cut. I was bullied at school and it got really out of hand. Cam knew and he tried to get me to eat be cause I would only eat a little everyday. And mom was always on business trips when ever it happened. I would go upstairs to my room everyday after school and cry. Cam would be there with me. He'd try to calm me down and get me to eat. I would only take a few bites but I didn't calm down much. Then, it happened, my father hurt me, physically. I never thought he would do that. I don't know where he is now, but I just hope I won't run into him on tour. I took out my blade and cut myself three times on each wrist. Then I bandaged them up, changed, and walked out of the bathroom. I was wearing a short sleeve shirt but I had a sweater on. "Change of plans", Shawn said, "we're going out for lunch and then the rest of us are gonna eat dinner here." "Okay." I said. Then the boys cam bursting into the room. "Let's go to the pool!" Matt yelled. So we all went downstairs to the pool. When we got there all the guys took of their shirts and I was zoned out looking at Shawn. He laughed. "Like what you see?" He asked. I nodded and laughed with him. I just sat in a chair while the others were goofing off in the pool. "Com'on Is!" Taylor yelled. "Umm, I don't really want to." I said. Just as I got up to leave Matt took my phone and put it on the chair and Taylor took off my sweater and threw me into the pool. I came up and was about to get out when Carter noticed my wrists. "Isabel. What's on you wrists?!" He said. I got our of the pool and ran upstairs to our room. A few minutes later Carter, Shawn, Hayes and Aaron came in. Shawn picked me up and sat me down on the bed next to him and Carter. Their eyes were bloodshot red. Shawn and Hayes had a few tears rolling down their face. I looked down and sobbed into Shawn's chest. "I'm sorry." I whispered.

*back at the pool*

Nash's pov
I didn't know Isabel cut. Cam hopped out of the pool and started beating himself up (not literally) for not being there for his sister, and not knowing that she did that. We all jumped out and tried to calm him down. "Cam, it's not your fault." I said hugging him. "Yes it is. I'm her brother, I'm supposed to protect her and watch her. Did you know about this?" He said/asked. I shook my head. Then Can got up, took Isabel's phone and ran upstairs to our room.

Isabel's pov
A few minutes later Cam and the rest of the boys came bursting into the room. He ran over to me and sat down. "Why, Is, why?!" He asked crying. "Cam, as the months passed, it got worse." I said crying into his chest. He rubbed my back and stroked my hair. We were all alone now. Just me and him talking and crying. He pulled away, "show me all your scars, please." He said. "Why?" I asked. "I wanna see how many times I wasn't there for you when you really needed me." He said. Then I lifted up my sleeves and pants. He looked and counted them, his eyes bloodshot red. After he finished he looked at me. I sobbed into him once again. And he held me in his arms. Then the guys came in and surrounded us. "How about we eat lunch.?" Taylor said. We agreed and just ordered room service. Taylor and Matt came up to me. "Isabel, we're really sorry for throwing you into the pool." They said. "It's okay, I'm not mad." I said. Then their eyes became red. "Please promise us that you'll stop." They said. I nodded, "I'll try." I whispered. Then I went over to the couch and sat down between Cam and Shawn. "How bout we go out for lunch tomorrow, before Magcon starts." Shawn said. "Okay." I said. Then we watched movies and ate dinner.