Be mine ↠ s.m

Chapter 24

Isabel's pov
"We're going on DigiTour!" Hayes yelled. "Yay! When do we leave?" I say/ask. "Three weeks." Nash replies. "I can't wait!" Cam yells. "Yeah, but what are ya'll doing here anyway?" I ask. "We just came to see if you guys were home." Hayes says sitting back down. "But yesterday I told you we were going out, and how'd you get in the house?" I say/ask. "I have a key. Remember Bela." He says, not even bothering to look at me. "Oh, right." I say sitting down. "Oh Bela, I forgot to tell you. Shawn's coming home from tour tomorrow. We're gonna pick him up at the airport." Hayes says griping my hand. Great, the last thing I need. I didn't wanna see Shawn. I mean yeah we're best friends, but ever since we broke up, things have just been weird between us. And Michael's okay with me dating Hayes, so I don't have to worry about them fighting over me. We watch for about and hour and then their mom calls them home for dinner. "I'm going upstairs." I say. "Okay, but come back down. We're gonna eat dinner soon." Cam calls after me. "Okay." I mumble. I go to my room and change into a tank top and my put on one of my gymnastics shorts. I walk back downstairs and sit on the couch and pull out my phone and go on Twitter. The hashtags #haybel and #shabel were trending world wide and every second, I'd get a notification on Twitter, Instagram, and/or Vine. A lot of people shipped me and Shawn but others shipped me and Hayes. Then I saw one tweet that really got to me.

"@ magconfamdoms: I don't ship her with any of them. She's just a slut who's probably dated all of them plus a lot of other guys back in her home town, but she only just mentioned Hayes and Shawn. @IsabelrDallas @HayesGrier @ShawnMendes"

It hit me. Was I really a slut. I only ever dated two people in my life. Shawn was my first boyfriend. I don't tell Cam about it because I don't wanna bother him. But then I see this and my heart melts.

"@shawnmendes: I'll just let ya'll haters know that @IsabelrDallas is the most beautiful, funny, nice, and talented girl I've met. And I was her first boyfriend, and I'm glad I was. And she's not a slut @ magconfamdoms"

I'm not sure what to say. So I don't reply back at all, I just pretend like I didn't see the tweet. "Is! It's time for dinner!" Sierra and Cam yell from the kitchen. I shut my phone off and walk into the kitchen/dining room. "Hey Bela. Excited for DigiTour?" Cam asks. "Yeah. I've already started packing some stuff." I say, trying to sound excited. "What's wrong Bel?" He asks. "Nothing. It's just... I'm not ready to face Shawn again. I can't stand the look in his eyes when he looks at me." I sigh. "Don't worry about. Want me to come with?" Sierra says/asks. My eyes widen and mouth forms into a smile. "Yea please. Thank you Sierra!" I say hugging her. "Anything for my baby sister." She says. "Hey! She's my baby sister too!" Cam yells like a kid. We laugh and continue to eat. "What time are we picking up Shawn tomorrow?" I ask. "After breakfast." Cam says. "Okay, I'm gonna head upstairs now." I say walking out of the room. I walk upstairs and lie down on my bed and go on my phone 'till I fall asleep.

*next morning*

The next morning I wake up at 9:00 and hear the tv blasting from downstairs. I to the bathroom and change and do my makeup. I change into a pink crop top that says L.A. on it, light wash high waisted jean shorts, and my pink vans. Then I grab my phone and head downstairs. "What's for breakfast?" I ask walking into the kitchen. "Nothing. We're gonna eat at a place at the airport." Cam says. "Okay. Let's go then." I say. "Sierra! Let's go!" Cam yells. "Coming!" Sierra's faint voice echoes through the hall. We walk out to the car and beep for Hayes and Nash to get in. And we take of on an hour and a half ride to the airport. *skips car ride*
When we get to the airport, we stop by a place and get muffins and bagels. "Get Shawn a muffin, that's one of his favorite foods for breakfast." I say pointing to a corn muffin through the glass. When we arrive at the gate, people start rushing out. Shawn was the forth to last person to get out. He walks up to us and gives us a hug; he hugged me last, holding me in his arms for the longest time. "Well. Let's go already." Nash says looking blankly at the rest of us. We walk out of the airport and Shawn puts his arm around my shoulder. "Watch it Mendes. She's mine." Hayes says pulling me away from him and wrapping his arms around my waist. Hayes gives me a piggy-back-ride to the car and I sit in the back in between Sierra and Hayes. She and I text about Shawn because it was quiet enough for them to hear us talking. Sierra and I continue to text about Shawn and other stuff and then I get a text from... Shawn.

*conversation*

Shawn💔: hey
Me: umm, you do know that you're just in the seat in front of me right
Shawn💔: yea, but no one's really talking; & ik you and Sierra are texting so...
Me: ok... so, how was the tour
Shawn💔: it was awesome; the fans were so excited and amazing and supportive
Me: that's cool
Shawn💔: yea. so when are you guys leaving for DigiTour
Me: two and 1/2 weeks
Shawn💔: ohh😔 can we spend time together before you leave
Me: maybe, if Hayes doesn't get jealous
Shawn💔: oh ok; so how's life
Me: idk, good, I guess
Shawn💔: Isabel...
Me: yea
Shawn💔: i still like you
Me: ....i know you do
Shawn💔: it kills me to see you with someone else; the fans that ship us are right, i should've never let you go; i love you Isabel❤️
Me: im sorry Shawn, i only love you as a friend; hope this doesn't ruin our friendship, though
Shawn💔: it never will
Me: well, im gonna take a nap; talk/text you later
Shawn💔: ok; talk/text you later💕

*end of conversation*

I went back to Sierra's and I messages and sent her screenshots of Shawn's and I conversation a minute ago. Then I told her that I had to pretend to be asleep, cause that's what I told Shawn, and shut off my phone. I leaned my head on Hayes shoulder I felt his arms wrap around my waist as I feel the sting of Shawn watching. I squeeze my eyes shut and try to ignore both of them. I can't imagine them fighting over me. When we got home Sierra and I watched a movie while the guys talked in the kitchen. About half way through the movie, Cam and the boys came in. "Movie!" He yelled. "Umm, no." I said, Sierra and I laughing. "Please, Bela." Hayes begged giving me puppy eyes. "Okay fine." I said. He sat down next to me, and thanks god Sierra sat on the other side of me, otherwise I would've had to sit next to Shawn. I mean don't get me wrong, I love Shawn as a i friend but , whenever he sits near me and Hayes is right next to me, you can feel the tension between them and it's just awkward and nerve-raking {for me at least} at the same time. After the movie, almost everyone was asleep, so I tiptoed upstairs to my bathroom. I closed and locked the door and took out my razor. I sliced it on each of my wrists four times. I bandaged them for a while, then took them off, put on a sweater and headed back downstairs. "Hey Bela. Where'd you go?" Nash asks. "Oh. I just went upstairs to get my sweater." I say looking down. "Isabel. Can I talk to you in the other room?" Hayes asks. He never uses my full name unless it's serious. Oh no. I walked to the other room and Hayes followed. "Y-yeah?" I ask stuttering. "Isabel. Please don't hate me. I'm sorry, but this isn't working; us. Please don't hate me, I'm sorry." He says, a few tears coming from his eyes. I put my hand on his cheek. "Hayes. I could never hate you and I was thinking about breaking up with you a few days ago. I'm sorry." I whisper, crying. He stops crying and looks up at me. His hands gently placed on my cheeks and he leans his forehead against mine. "Listen to me Isabel. Don't listen to what the haters say, ignore them and stay strong. You're beautiful and so much more. Don't let the world break you, Princess. And remember that, no matter where life us takes and where we are, I will always love you. You're my Princess; always have been and you always will be , Princess." He says. I pull his neck closer towards me and nod. "It's for the best, Hayes." I whisper, tears streaming from my eyes. "Just one last kiss." He whispers. I nod and lean in. His smooth lips touch mine and they fit perfectly, like two puzzle pieces. I pull away and lean my forehead against his. "I love you Benjamin Hayes Grier. And I always will." I whisper sobbing. "Me too, Princess." He whispers pecking my lips one last time. We both pull away from each other and he wipes the tears off my face, his finger soft and gentle. Then we hear claps and we both turn our heads towards the door. The door was open, and there standing by the door frame was Nash, Cam, Shawn, and Sierra. "Go away." I say. "Okay, we'll sit in the other room." Nash says, winking. I look back at Hayes and he looks back at me. His crystal blue eyes stare into my hazel/brown eyes, and burn. Not being able to look into his eyes anymore, I look down. He lifts my chin up with his finger so that I'm looking at him. "Please Princess. Never forget that I love you." He whispers leaning closer into me. "I would never." I whisper, my eyes half closed. He presses our foreheads together and leans in. Our lips touch and he lightly kisses me. "I just had to. One last time." He says standing up. He holds his hand out and I gladly take it and we walk back to the living room. I look into his crystal blue eyes and he looks in to mine. His eyes dangerous, irristable, and slightly less red than mine. He kisses my cheek and whispers, "I love you Princess. Never forget that."

A/N: hey guys! im sorry I haven't updated, watt pad kept deleting my stuff😒anyways, hope you like this. who's Isabel gonna date now😏you'll just have to wait and read. night {or morning} loveleys💕