Be mine ↠ s.m

Chapter 11

Isabel's pov
The next morning I woke up next to Shawn. I felt so dizzy and sick. Last night seemed pretty blurry, from all the crying. I couldn't get up, and I didn't know why. "Shawn." I said, but barely made it out. So then I punched him lightly and he woke up. "Hey Princess." Hey said. "Hey." I replied in a raspy voice. "Ohhh. You don't sound too good. I'll be right back." He said. Then he got up and came back a few minutes later with a thermometer in his hand. I opened my mouth and slipped the thermometer under my tung. He took it out, after about a minute or two, and looked at the screen. "You should stay in bed today. You have a 104 fever." He said. "Great." I mumbled, my voice faded even more. "I'll get Cam and Nash." He said. Then he walked out of the trim and came back five minutes later with Cam and Nash. "Hey Is!" Nash said. "Hey Izzy." Cam said. "Hey, guys." I tried. "Is, what's wrong?" Cam asked. "She has a 100 fever." Shawn said. I nodded and tried to keep my body upright. I was about to fall back when Nash, Cam, and Shawn rushed over to hold me up. "Isabel, are you okay?" Shawn asked. I nodded. "I just feel so weak." I said, again, in a raspy voice. "Get some rest. Shawn, the boys and I will get some food and snacks and then spend the whole day here with you." Nash said. "Okay." I said lying down on my bed. I snuggled under my blanket because I felt so cold. "Okay, see ya guys soon." Cam said as they left. "You're not going with them.?" I said/asked. "Is. You're sick, I have to take care of you." He replied. "No you don't." I whispered. "Yes I do. And remember, I promised never to leave you alone anywhere ever again." He said. I nodded and fell asleep a few minutes later.
*a few hours later*
"Isabel? Are you okay?" Cam asked. "Yea, why." I said. "You were crying a few minutes ago." He said. "Ohh." I replied. A few minutes later the boys came in with candy, popcorn, and other foods. "Heyyyyyy!!" Taylor yelled. "COCK!" Dillion screamed. "What's Dillion doing here?" I asked. "I'm gonna be a special guest on tour." He said. "Oh, great." I mumbled. "I know right." Mahogany said rolling her eyes. "One more boy to deal with." I said to her. We both laughed and sat down and watched a movie. This time, Cam held me in his arms. I fell asleep during the movie and woke up next to Shawn in our bed. I sat up and looked at the time. Almost 12:00a.m. Wow, really?! That long?! I've been asleep for that long?! I went back to bed feeling so weak and stuffed up. *the next morning* I woke up at 10:00a.m. and we had to get dressed and leave early for rehearsal and setups for Magcon today. We're flying out to Orlando, Florida tonight at 12:00a.m. I really don't understand why our flights always have leave at 12:00a.m. in the morning. When we got to the hall, we started to set up and rehearse for later. After Magcon, we went back to the hotel and started frantically packing and getting ready for our flight to Orlando, which will leave at 12:00a.m. Since everyone else was busy packing and freaking out about their stuff, I decided that it was the perfect time to got to the bathroom and pull out my friend... blade.

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So while everyone was frantically running around our hotel rooms, I snuck into the bathroom and pulled out my blade. I always kept it with me because I didn't want anyone to find out, Cam doesn't even know about this. That 'dream' I had earlier today, that's what it was about.{scared that they'll find out and that Nicole would kill me one day}I stood by the sink and cut; four on each wrist. I cried for what seemed to be like forever, cause it hurt so much because I haven't done it in a long time. Then I wiped my face and put on some makeup, to make sure you couldn't tell I was crying, and then I wiped my cuts and rolled down my sleeves and got out of the bathroom. I finally finished packing, so I grabbed my phone and checked my stuff. I had so many mentions on Twitter, and Instagram but I was mostly looking at Twitter, and some of them were nice, but most of them were hate. Then ... She tagged me in another 'picture of her's' or whatever.

'@nicolemariejohnson: @Isabelrosedallas, you're a fucking slut! look at all the guys you've been seen with! what the hell?!'

I instantly started crying, then someone came in... Shawn. Oh no. He ran over to me and laid me on the bed, next to him. "Princess, what's wrong?!" He said/asked. "It's not true Shawn, please. don't. leave. me." I sobbed. "What's not true?" He asked. I shook my head and handed him my phone so that he could look at the tweet Nicole tagged me in. He read it and instantly hugged me. "You're not mad?" I choked. He shook his head. "Of course not. I believe you, and I will never leave you." He whispered to me. I hugged him tight and cried into his chest. Then Cam, being himself, came in yelling/singing, "YO PEEPS! WHO'S READY FOR DA BITCHY SUN AND SOME CALI FUN!" It was one of our favorite songs, Bitchy Sun&Cali Fun, and he almost completely ruined it.{no, I it's not a real song. so don't look it up.}He stopped and put his bags down. "Is. What's wrong?!" He asked, almost crying at the sight of me breaking down. I handed him me phone and Shawn just held me in his arms while Cam read what Nicole tweeted to me, and her 20,000 followers. He put my phone down and asked Shawn if he could talk to me alone. So Shawn got up and went to the other room. Cam sat on the bed with me and held me in his arms while I cried and cried and cried. I pulled away and he stared into my eyes. "When did she start 'getting to you' again, like on your media?" He asked. "About a week ago." I mumbled looking down. "Is! Why didn't you tell me?!" He said/yelled. I shrugged and started to break down again. He hugged me tight and told me that it was gonna be okay. "I thought you blocked her on every possible media she could get to you on and on every single angle that she could possibly get through?!" Cam asked/said. I shrugged again and started to break down. Cam held me in his arms, then I slowly drifted off to sleep.

A/N: hey guys! hope y'all like it. and let me know how or if I can/need to improve my story. thanks for all the reads, OMG!🙈❤️and see ya soon bæs!😚🍉🍍🌽🍌🍓✌️🙆