Be mine ↠ s.m

Chapter 19

Isabel's pov
It's been a week. And in that week we've been to Pennsylvania and Delaware. Tomorrow we're going to New York for our last stop. And let me tell you now, that, I haven't filmed anything, gone shopping, hung out with friends, interacted with people, ate, or gotten out of bed. Cam, Nash, Hayes, and Mahogany are the only people that I'll talk to, as of now, and they try to get me up and going and eating and just try to get me to hang out and do fun things and film videos. But I haven't done anything at all. All I've done that's social is apologize to all my fans and subscribers on my social media and basically explain to them why I'm not active or even happy at this point. Today we have Magcon-Delaware , and I'm staying at the hotel with Cam, Hayes, and Nash because I just ... my "anxiety and depression" is just too much to handle on my own. Mahogany insisted on staying, but she has to go because there'd be no one to replace her, and I don't think that anyone could. It starts in about an hour, so the guys and her are getting ready. "Isabel, please eat." Cam says holding a bowl of soup in his hand. I shake my head and lie staring up at the ceiling. Nash comes over and kneels down on the other side on my bed. "Isabel. We love you. Please, eat a and do all those fun crazy things you used to love, make you tube videos again and , and just be the Isabel we know and miss." He said. "Nash, this is so hard for me. I've never felt this way before and I'm really scared that I'm depressed or have anxiety. I don't know what to do." I said breaking down. They sat with me on the bed and held me in their arms. Then someone came in but I didn't know who it was. Then I heard Shawn's soft voice... "Isabel. It kills me to see you like this. I still like you..." Then everything went black.

Cam's pov
"Nash, this is so hard for me. I've never felt this way before and I'm really scared that I'm depressed or have anxiety. I don't know what to do." Isabel said breaking down. Nash and I climbed onto her bed and held her in her arms. She hugged us both and cried. Then Shawn came in and stood by her with a hurt look on his face. "Isabel. It kills me to see you like this. I still like you." He whispered in her ear. Then the crying stopped, so did the hugging and she fell onto me and Nash's lap. "Shawn! Call 9-1-1!" Nash yelled as I checked for a pulse. She was breathing, but was out cold. "The ambulance will be waiting outside the hotel! Let's go!" Shawn yelled after he hung up. I carried Isabel in my arms and ran down to the lobby and outside where the ambulance would meet us in a few minutes. After about 3-5 minutes, the ambulance came and Nash and I went inside with Isabel and sped off to the hospital. When we got there, all we could do was wait, hope, and pray. Shawn came a half an hour later and sat in the waiting room with me while Nash went to get some food. "I don't wanna lose her. She was the best girlfriend I ever had. I broke up with Madison, but by that time, it was too late. She'd already say yes to being Michael's girlfriend before I even had a chance to talk to her. Cameron. I still love her. I always have." Shawn sobbed. "She's gonna be okay. Listen man, she'll get through this because-" I was cut of by Michael bursting into the waiting room and asking, "Where is she?! Is she okay?!" "The doctor didn't say anything yet, but we should hear something shortly." I said. He nodded and sat down next to me. "Cam, what if we lose her?" He asked, his eyes bloodshot. I shook my head. "We won't." I said. "How do you know?" Shawn asked looking up. "Because. I know." I said. Then the doctor came in. "Cameron Dallas for Isabel Rose Dallas!" He yelled. I stood up and walked towards him. "How is she doc?" I asked. "Well, she's very week and dehydrated due to lack of eating and drinking. Other than that, she's fine, but she has to stay here over night, just to make sure that she'll be okay." He said. "Can I see her?" I asked. "Sure. You can bring your friends along too, if you'd like. Room 457." He said nodding towards the door. I nodded and we rushed toward her room. When we got there I pulled up a chair and sat beside her bed. She was sleeping and looked really pale and week. I held her hand and cried into it. "Isabel. Please, if you can hear me, please. Please eat, please make YouTube videos, please go shopping and hang out with friends, and please, be happy again." I sobbed. Another half an hour passed and the rest of the guys and Mahogany came.

Isabel's pov
I woke up in a hospital bed with Cam next to me holding my hand and Shawn and Michael sitting in the two other chairs in the corner of the room. "What happened?" I asked. Cam looked up from my hand, his eyes bloodshot. "Isabel! You're awake!" He said. "Yeah, what happened?" I asked again, rubbing my head this time. "The doctor said that you need to drink and eat more. They'll let you go tomorrow, just in time before New York." Cam said. My face suddenly lit up as I remembered we were going to be flying to NY tomorrow night. "There's my happy Isabel again. Please if you heard anything that I said before. Please try." Cam said. I nodded my head and started fall asleep again. When I woke up Nash was sitting next to my bed with food and juice that Cam handed to me. "Where are the others?" I asked. "They're back at the hotel. We gotta go, but we'll see you tomorrow morning and bring you back. Just remember to eat and drink between then." Nash said. "Okay I'll see you guys tomorrow then." I said nodding my head. "Where's Michael?" I asked before they left. "He had to go back to Myrtle Beach." Nash said. "Oh okay." I said as they walked out. Then I noticed the hurt look on Shawn's face and realized what I need to to do. It was pretty clear now. I miss Shawn. A lot. And I miss our cuddles and dates and daily trips to Starbucks. I don't want to hurt Michael but I realize that I like Shawn more, and that I miss him a lot. I'll just break up with Michael while we're in NY. I'll just facetime him and explain. After they left. I ate and drank a little more and then went to bed. Tomorrow is going to be the best day ever. I just know it.

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