Be mine ↠ s.m

Chapter 25

Isabel's pov
I ran into my room and locked the door. I sat on the floor crying for what seemed to be forever. I tried to take my mind off things by going on my phone, but it didn't work. I got up and cut myself, twice on each wrist. Then I wiped them and wrapped it for a few minutes. I took them off and just laid there crying till I fell asleep.

Cam's pov
Isabel ran to her room and locked the door. Before Nash, Hayes, and I could run upstairs, Shawn came into the house. "Hey guys. What's wrong?" He said asked. "Isabel ran to her room and locked herself in." I said standing up, about to cry as well. "What?! Why?!" Shawn kinda yelled. "We don't know." Nash said. And we all bolted upstairs. "Shawn, do ya have a clip or something?" I asked trying to pick the lock with my fingers. Nash handed me a clip and I opened the door with it. When I opened the door, I found Isabel lying on the floor, her makeup smeared and her face, stained with tears. "Nash, get me a wet cloth, will ya?" I said/asked. He ran to the bathroom, wet a cloth and gave it back to me. "Here, Shawn. Hold her for a sec." I said getting up. Shawn held her in his arms, sitting on the floor. "Here. Wipe her face." I said handing him the cloth. He gently wiped the cloth over her eyes and cheek, and a little down the side of her neck. He handed me the cloth and I washed it. Then I got a tank/pj for Isabel, took of her shirt and put it on her. As I was taking her shirt off, Shawn asked, "what's on her wrists?!" I looked down at them, and there were scars everywhere. Two were the most recent. We all started crying and I bandaged them to make sure they weren't gonna bleed again. Then I carried Isabel to her bed and laid her under the blankets. Shawn, Hayes, Nash, and I still shocked and crying at what we just saw.

Isabel's pov
I woke up two hours later tucked into my bed. I lifted my head up a little and saw Shawn, Hayes, Nash, and Cam staring at me, their eyes, red. I looked down, then realized that they changed me into a tank/pj and found my scars. I started to break down and Cam held me in his arms. "I'm sorry." I sobbed. "Why?! Princess. Why?!" Hayes sobbed. I shook my head and sobbed into Cam. I stopped after a while, and saw that Shawn was still here. I looked into his eyes and they were red. I could tell that he still had feelings for me. I shook my head and mouthed 'I'm sorry'. He looked at me for a while then whispered, "It's fine. I'm fine." And stood up. "Where ya goin?" Cam asked him. "I have to go back home." Shawn said. "Just stay over night with us." Nash suggested. "Oh, o-okay." He stuttered, then sat back down on the floor. I leaned my head back on the pillow and stared up at the ceiling. I felt a hand on mine and lifted my head up to see who's it was. Hayes. "Please. Please stop Princess." He said, his eyes still red from crying. I nodded as a few tears slipped from my eyes. He took his hand and gently wiped them away. "Isabel. I have to ask you something." He said. "What, what is it?" I asked. "Isabel. I know it's only been two weeks, but I miss you. I miss your kisses and cuddles and...and us. Please say you'll be my girlfriend again." He said. "Well...okay. I'd love that!" I replied. He got up and hugged me tight and kissed my forehead. "Princess. Just promise me one thing." He said. "What is it?" I asked. "Promise me that you'll stop." He said. "With help from us, she'll stay clean for a long long time." Cam said holding the blades and putting them into the trash. I smiled and got up out of bed. Hayes, Cam, Nash, and Shawn followed behind me, downstairs. I sat on the couch next to Hayes and Cam. We watched movies and ate, a lot. "I can't wait to go on the DigiTour with you, princess." Hayes said kissing my cheek. I blushed and buried my head in his chest. "Don't hide yourself, you're beautiful, princess." He said, pulling my face up closer towards his. I kissed his cheek and he turned so that our lips touched for a few seconds. I pulled away, feeling guilty and empty for Shawn having to see us do that. "Guys, I'm gonna go to bed now." Shawn said getting up. "Aww, com'on man, don't ya think it's early for bed?" Nash said/asked. "Well, I'm really tired. Good night guys." He said waving us off and running upstairs.
Well, at least I won't have to see him for another fours months, not that I don't want to see him. I just don't want to look into his eyes.