Be mine ↠ s.m

Chapter 39

Isabel's pov
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I run ahead in front of everyone else. And a few minutes later Cam and Nash come running after me. "Hey. Is. Are you. Okay.?" Cam says in between breaths. "Yeahh. I'm fine." I say. "We talked to Shawn." Nash says. "I don't wanna hear it." I say. We all get in the car and drive to the parking lot the event's going to take place. "Okay. We have a VIP meet and greet in an hour, then the show." Cam says. "I'm good with that." I mumble. "Good. Take a lil break Princess. You need it." Matt says sitting down next to me. He puts his arm over my shoulder and moves closer to me. "Watch it Espinosa." Cam says. I look over to where Cam and Nash were sitting and I notice Shawn tense up a little. Okay ,well, more tense than Cam and Nash were. Matt leans in and whispers something in my ear. "I don't know why you hide yourself. You're absolutely gorgeous Princess." I blush and look down trying to hide it. "Awh. Espinosa made lil Dallas blush!" Taylor yells and everyone's eyes are on us. Shawn, Cam, and Nash tense up again. "I'm watching you Espinosa." Nash says. I blush again and turn to Matt. "Taylor can be an ass sometimes." I say. Matt laughs. "Yeah. He can." He says smiling. He grabs my hand and I take it, locking his hands with mine. I blush again. Then I notice Shawn getting up. He walks over to the other tent and I don't see him again until a half hour or so before the show. "Bella." He says quietly while walking towards me. I turn around and start to walk away. "I - I - I love you." He says. I stop in my tracks and stand there for a few minutes. "Bella just, just here me out." He says. I turn around ,but stay where I am ,and cross my arms over my chest. "Okay. What." I say. "Look. I had no idea that the pain I caused you made you like that. I'm so sorry." He says. "Yeah. Well Shawn, you can't fix everything. And you can't take back what you did either." I say turning around again. I hear him sigh and I keep walking back to our tent. I sit down on the couch and sigh. I know I shouldn't love him ,but part of me still does. I there for a while ,thinking. "Hey Is. Everything okay?" Someone says walking in. I snap out of my thoughts and look up. It's Cam and Matt. I stand up and hug Cam. I cry while Matt plays with my hair. "Hey guys are you ready for the- Woah. Are you okay?" Nash says walking into the tent. I let go of Cam and walk up to Nash. He sees the tears in my eyes and pulls me into a tight hug. "We'll get through this. I promise." He says rubbing my back. "Yeah. We're all her for you Bella." Matt says. "Thanks guys." I say wiping my face. "Okay guys. It's show time." Nash says with an evilish grin. We all walk out of the tent and walk into the stage. First was Jack and Jack then Jacob then Shawn. When it was Shawn's turn ,he got up on stage and say on the the stool. "Hey everyone. How are ya'll doing today!" He says into the mic and everyone cheers and screams. "This is a new song. I wrote it for a special girl. And even tho we're not together anymore, I want her to know that I'll always love her." He says ,getting close to the mic ,then turns to me. Mahogany nudges me and I turn to her. "Shh. I wanna hear this." I say laughing a little. Then Shawn starts to sing. "I thought that I've been hurt before. But no one's ever left me quite this sore. Your words cut deeper than a knife. Now I need someone to breathe me back to life. Got a feeling that I'm going under. But I know that I'll make it out alive, if I quit calling you my lover. And move on. You watched me bleed until I can't breathe. I'm shaking. Falling into my knees. And now that I'm without you're kisses ,I'll be needing stitches. Tripping over myself. I'm aching. Begging you to come help. And now that I'm without your kisses ,I'll be needing stitches. Just like a moth drawn to a flame. Ohh you lured me in ,I couldn't sense the pain. Your bitter heart cold to the touch. Now I'm gonna reape what I sew. I'm left seeing red on my own. Got a feeling that I'm going under. But I know that I'll make it out alive, if I quit calling you my lover. And love on. You watched bleed until I can't breathe. I'm shaking. Falling into my knees. And now that I'm without your kisses, I'll be needing stitches. Tripping over myself. I'm aching. Begging you to come help. And now that I'm without your kisses ,I'll be needing stitches. *acoustic music*
Needle and the thread gotta get you out of my head. Needle and the thread gonna wind up dead.(5-6 times I guess idk)"
Shawn finishes up and the crowd goes wild. "Thank you thank you." He says, then walks off the stage. He walks back to the tent looking for me ,I guess. Me and Mahogany were hiding behind the curtain so he didn't see us. After he went the tent Mo and I stepped out from behind the curtain. "Isabel. You need to talk to him. You have to talk to him." She says. I sigh. "I know." I say and make my way to the tent. "Ohh hey Bella." Shawn says looking up. "Hey." I say quietly. "I thought you and Mo were next." He says. "Nah. Sammy and Nate are." I say shaking my head. "Hey.. Can we talk." He finally says. "Sure." I say ,sitting down next to him. "Look I know I screwed up. And I know I can't take it back. But if I had the chance ,I would. And I'm so so so so sorry for the pain I've caused you. I hadn't realized how fragile you were until the doctor told me and your brother that you were weak because you hadn't eaten that much. I'm so so sorry. I'll make it up to you I promise. Even if it takes me the rest of my life, I will." He says. I sit the for a few minutes ,trying to process everything he just said. "Please look at me." He says ,crying a little. I hesitate ,and look down instead. Then I feel his soft hands cup my face and he lifts up my chin so that I'm looking into his eyes. He's crying, and a few tears slip down my face. He leans in and I close my eyes. Then I feel his soft lips on mine. It was just like the first time he kissed me. Soft ,sweet, and memorable. To be honest ,I missed this so much. He pulled away and I open my eyes. I look down. "Please say something." He says. I look up into his eyes. He lifts his hand and wipes a few tears away. And I do the same. "Isabel. Please." He whispers. "Please what?" I whisper back. "Will you take me back?" He asks. And a few more years slip out of my eyes. "Hey hey hey. What's wrong. Look at me ,look at me." He says wiping my face with his sleeve. Then he pulls me into a hug. "So that's a no." He says into my ear. I pull sets and look down. "Look, Shawn. I -I don't wanna get hurt again." I say crying, now. His hands cup my face and he plants a small gentle kiss on my lips. "I'm so so sorry I did that. But I promise I won't do that again." He says. "You promise?" I ask looking up at him. I start to cry again. "Shawn. I've missed you so much." I sob. He hugs me tight and I cry into his shoulder. "Com'on. We need to go back to the hotel now." He says kissing my forehead. We both stand up and he grabs my hand. We walk out of the tent with our hands intertwined. We walk to the limo and all the boys look at us when we walk in. "Izzy. Sit here." Cam says patting the spot next to him. I sit down and Cam gives me a hug. "Hey Is. What's wrong." Matt says as he puts his arm around me. I see Shawn tense up. He's almost as tense as Cam, Nash, and Hayes. "We're watching you Espinosa." Cam says. "Nothing." I say to Matt. "Okay. Well, I'm here if you need me. You know that right." He says. I nod my head and he pulls me into a hug. I pull away and scoot closer to Cam. "I need to talk to you." I whisper. "Okay. When we get to the hotel." He whispers back. *skip car ride*
"So what'd you wanna talk about?" Cam asks. "Well. I just wanted to say that. Shawn and I got back together." I say. "What?! But Isabel! After all he's done to you?! Hurting you like that?!" Cam practically yells. "I'm sorry. But I missed him so much." I said starting to cry. "I know I know. I'm sorry Is." He says pulling me into a hug. Nash and Hayes come bursting through the room. "Everything okay?" Nash asks. "We heard yelling." Hayes says. "We're fine guys." Cam and I say at the same time. "So, you got back together with Shawn?!" Nash says surprised. "Yeah. And I'm happy." I say smiling. "Well. That's all I want to hear." Hayes says giving me a hug. "Okay. Let's go back to the other room with everyone else." Cam says. And we all walk out of the room and spend the rest of the day eating talking and laughing.

A/N: hey guys! hope ya'll like it. this is the last chapter! so ill be working in the second book soon. love ya guys!💕