𝙼𝚢 𝚂𝚒𝚍𝚎 𝚂𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜#𝟸 |𝙻𝚎𝚎 𝙵𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚡|

19

Hyejin's POV

How can he do this to me? I thought he will keep his promise to me. I trusted him so much.

"Hyejin, wait" Felix said and held my wrist

"L-Let go, Felix" I said

"Let's talk please" he said and dragged me to the parking lot

Good thing we're now at the parking lot. I don't want to cause any scene upstairs.

"Let go of me" I said

"Can you please listen to me first?" Felix asked

"No, I don't want to listen to you anymore. I don't want to hear any lies" I said and wiped my tears

He looked at me.

"You made me trust you. You earned my trust for this? You know how much I hated that old man. He is the reason why Mom killed herself! You know that, Felix!" I shouted

"S-Sorry for disappointing you" Felix looked down

"I don't need your sorry, I want you to stay away from me. Don't call me or talk to me" I removed his hands and left him

I quickly hop in the taxi.

"Where do you want to go, Ma'am?" the driver asked

I gave him the address of the bar and he started driving.

Is this the reason why he suddenly became so nice to me? Felix was known as a badboy I heard from Len. Now I know what made him change.

After a couple of minutes we arrived at the bar. As usual, it's too early for our real time.

"Oh? You're early- Are you crying?" Paul asked

"Bring a lot of beer to VIP room 2. If Len will arrive don't tell her" I said and went to VIP room 2

I sat there and started crying out loud. Argh! Why am I crying over him? He is just a guy, and what he did to you is unforgivable.

Hyejin, let's forget a guy like that.

41 message received

It's all from Felix.

From : Felix

Sorry, Hyejin. I am really sorry, please hear me out.

I closed my phone when I read his last message.

"Hyejin, here" Paul gave me one bucket full of ice and beer "Whatever is your problem. Drinking is not the way to solve it"

After he said those words he left.

I quickly drank the whole bottle with one go. This feels good, I don't know but I feel relax now. Is it because of this beer?

From : Felix

I'm going where you are if you only tell me to go. I don't want you to be mad even more. So please, Hyejin.

What a jerk. Did he forgot his promises? Does he think seeing my Father lying on the hospital bed will make me forgive him? Dumbass.

Mom will get mad at me for getting mad at that old guy. But I don't know what to do. Mom died because of him. Is he expecting me to hug him?

I drank another bottle nonstop.

Felix calling...

[You don't have to say anything. I just want to say sorry for breaking my promise. Please let's talk, Hyejin. Let me explain]

I quickly ended the call.

From : Felix

I love you, Hyejin. Please forgive me.

Am I stupid?! Aaaaaah!!! I threw two the bottle at the wall.

"W-Why is e-everyone doing this to me? Why? Mom, please come back. I need you so much" I begged and bursted out crying

"M-Mom..." I whispered and drank another bottle with one go

I picked up one piece of the shattered pieces of the bottle I threw.

I want to be with you, Mom. I want to rest, I don't want to suffer anymore. I love you so much.

"Oh my gosh, Hyejin!" I heard Len shouted and took the shattered piece from me "What do you think you are doing?! Are you crazy?! Hyejin it's too early to drink and besides why are you drinking?!"

"L-Len..." I called her name and my tears started falling "He lied to me"

Len wiped my tears and hugged me tight "Sshhh, just cry it out. Let your feelings out. You are suffering so much"

"He brought me to that old guy without my decision. He broke his promise to me. I thought he is really going to keep his promises but he didn't" I whispered while sobbing nonstop

"Yeah, he is not worth it. Just cry it out, Hyejin. Your heart needs a break" Len whispered while caressing my back "Just cry, I am here. I'm not going to leave you alone. I am always here, Hyejin"

"T-That dumb ass, I thought I can trust him. Why did he do this to me?" I asked

My heart felt heavy. I don't know what is this feeling that I felt when I saw Mom lifeless. Is this the feeling of scared? Why am I scared? Hyejin, you are a strong girl. You already experienced a lot of problems. You face it alone and you survived.

"I'm sorry for letting you trust him. I'm sorry for leaving you with him. Don't be scared, I am here. I will make sure he won't go near you or any of them" I heard Len sobbing

"I-It h-hurts, Len. I want to kill myself" I whispered

"N-No, don't say that. Stay with me, Hyejin. Please be strong. I want you to be strong, okay? I will not let you down. I will guard you always" Len hugged me tight

"H-He lied t-to me..." I whispered

"I know, I know. Just go to sleep. You need to rest, Hyejin" Len whispered

She was caressing my hair and the next thing I knew I fell asleep on Len's arms.