Do you ever hurt?

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I'm not talking about the kind of hurt that fades, I am talking about the hurt that lingers for weeks on end, the one you never truly get rid of.

Do you ever look in the mirror and just hurt, hurt at how many hands have touched you, hurt at how messy your hair is because you havent been able to move out of bed for the last 3 weeks because life has become this endless battle and you are standing amongst defeat. Do you hurt at the pain of a thousand memories that circle around your head late at night or regret a decision you thought would be right? Do you hurt, hurt because you can't win the extended fight between you and your godamn mind.

Do you hurt because no one understands? Do you ever feel that insecure that you could rip your skin to shreds and start again because it's already damaged and you have no clue what to do.

Because I hurt. I'm hurting alot.

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