Suddenly I went from walking on egg shells and staring at the stars to walking on clouds and falling apart, it felt like i was floating like i wasn't really there, to be honest the room turned into a box and the box became bear the walls rapidly closed in, my breath became heavy and the weight became crushing, the numbness was suddenly traded for a downpour of emotions whilst the silence became proud, the music started shouting and i started collapsing but my wrists were tied and my legs were weightless, the voices became strict and I became limb the images became vibrant and the rain hammered down but didn't make a sound, suffocating I curled up and screamed at the touch of my own fingers as I didn't know where they came from and I couldn't cry, my eyes were there staring at someone else, i saw my reflection and immediately jumped back and then i crashed into the sofa, not knowing it was there and now I am trapped in the box again as it became darker the texts became clearer I touched the floor its not real its not and my chest became tight, pain rushing through it as i tried to escape the fight and then i touched the floor its not real I repeated until i couldn't say anymore and my voice gave in trembling, I spoke into the emptiness as if someone could hear me and suddenly I felt like I was going crazy and now im too scared of getting up in case the clouds haven't cleared up so im sat on the floor feeling numb.
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Letters In My Head
PoetryI will write letters in my head laced with blood and tears to create a sense of reality to fight my fears in a world that is broken and bruised, i've been misplaced. Some topics covered in my poems might cause distress so please read at your own ri...
