“T-There are no such thing as the ‘p-perfect life’, w-we live life the best way we can- w-we live by making ourselves h-happy, we live by m-making our dreams come true and we live by c-constantly m-making m-mistakes. Making m-mistakes is a necessary part of life as they not only t-teach us, but b-brings us a step closer to f-finding ourselves. A-As we grow, b-become mature enough and e-experienced something, w-we realize what we need to hold on to and what which we need to leave behind. I-I-Im le-letting y-you go not because I w-want to, b-but because it is the b-best for the b-both of us. I just think that we are not l-longer want each other now, we should take a break, we need s-space for each other, maybe to f-find our selves?" natawa pa ako ng konti, ngunit kasabay rin niyon ay ang pagluha ng mga mata
"A-And I think, l-le-let-letting each o-other go..." utal-utal na sabi ko at napapikit pa, ngunit mas tinatagan ko ang sarili at nagpatuloy... "a-and letting p-painful m-memories go, is a step forward b-be-because there are things in our lives that aren’t m-meant to st-stay, t-that are supposed to let go, for us to g-grow and to flourish. A-And I just wish.... u-uh nah, let me correct that..." i paused and calmed myself
t-this is it....
"I -I‘LL EXPECT THAT S-SOONER, WE BOTH REALIZE, THIS IS THE BEST D-DECISION WE EVER M-MADE....AND TIME WILL COME, W-WE W-WILL LOVE AGAIN, JUST NOT EACH OTHER ANYMORE”
pahina ng pahinang sabi ko. Hindi magkamayaw ang aking mga luha sa paglabas mula sa aking mga mata.
Marahan akong tumalikod at naglakad papalayo.
Ngunit sa gitna ng marahang paglalakad ay may bumubuong pusong umaasa na sanay kahit isang salita ay pipigilin ang mga paang papalayo, ngunit akoy bigo. Umaasa akong kokontra sya sa mga salitang aking binitawan ngunit sinasaktan ko lang pala ang aking sarili kasi hinayaan nya lang ako, hinayaan nya lang akong maglakad papalayo at tuluyang lisanin ang buhay nya
Ngayon ay ramdam ko na ang panghihina ng mga tuhod pati'y pusoy nanghihina na rin, ngunit bago ako bumagsak sa sementong aking kinatatayuan ay may mga bisig na sumalo at mahigpit akong hinawakan na tilay hindi ako gustong saktan
Will everything be okay now? Or it will really end here?
BINABASA MO ANG
Lost Imperishable Love
Teen FictionIts not easy to find something that have been lost for a long time. It needs patience and sacrifices. Ano nga bang meron sa pag ibig na ito na kahit sobrang tagal ay narito parin at naghihintay. Ngunit sya nga ba? Sya nga ba ang iyong pinakangakuan...
