【discontinued】pastiche • yandere!tsukishima k.

1. dark paradise

*tap*

*tap*

*sigh*

*tap*

"where is she?" he thought.

trying to focus on his first subject, he can't help but think where you are.

as much as he wanted to leave, and look for you. he just can't.

"tsukishima! are you even paying attention?" the teacher more likely announced rather than asked.

he nodded. gulping.

trying to focus.

it was fucking hard.

gripping his thighs, he pinched it as hard as he can, pulling some skin.

"it will bleed." he thought.

"your pants is black, it won't be seen." he replied to himself.

sighing, he pulled the epidermis and felt blood ooze from his thighs, he sighed in relief.

at least he is somehow calm now.

he kept on pinching, feeling the blood trail down his legs. he loved it when something trails down his leg, just like when he is releasing his sexual frustrations and he could feel his seeds trailing down, he smiled. the thought of you watching him jerking his self, while you lay exposed.

of course, it hasn't happened yet.

"it won't happen." he thought.

"it will, just so you wait." he replied to himself.

by that time he rubbed his hands on his leg, so the blood will stick to the fabric of his pants instead of fully dripping onto the school floor.

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it was a miracle he made it throughout the day without seeing you.

of course it was hard, so fucking hard.

now to release his frustrations, he just went to volleyball practice.

while practicing, his thoughts wanders off to you.

"what're you doing?"

"why didn't you attend today?"

"do you miss me?"

all these thoughts made him more frustrated, good thing. practice was almost over.

"tsukki, you alright?" yamaguchi asked, panting.

"hmm. yeah." he answered.

it was noisy.

hinata as always.

he bid his farewell, and left.

again, thoughts wandering off to you.

he can't check your condition, location or anything on social media, you're a very private person.

you have all of it, instagram, snapchat, facebook, twitter, but nothing is posted.
you only made these for the sake of school, only your friends and some teachers has your phone number, hell not even the president of the club you're in has your phone number.

you have a plain black picture displayed as profile in everything.

it was making him mad.

why can't you be like the other girls?
who post everything on social media.
he has been lacking some explicit contents of you. he needed more. in fact he only have a couple of pictures of you, and all of them are in class pictures, school fair, your club photo, and one of his favorite. your picture in the library, studying.

it wasn't explicit. but he tries his best to imagine something more than you just studying.
probably you, sucking him off while studying.
or him fingering you while reading.
or just you touching him.

all these thoughts, he kept on thinking on his way home.

he sighed. "can't wait to relieve myself." he said.

he made his way home, not bothering with dinner.

he sighed, staring at your black profile picture, "what are you doing now, baby?" he whispered.

at some point, he thought how did he even ended up liking you this much.

"again with my thinking." he whispered, "stop. just jerk off." he added.

he pulled his pants, and clicked to the image of you in the library, trying his very best to make it very sensual as possible.

"i love you." he said, as he start stroking his member, and picturing you in his mind.

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hi-ho! this is my first ever haikyuu fanfic, i have this on my mind lately, but i was contemplating, but i guess here we are.

this won't be focusing on the haikyuu really, it's more on tsukki, so if you want some action i guess there won't be much. i'm sorry. i just don't know and don't feel like writing some sports action.

i supposed you have read the description, if you found this chapter uncomfortable. stop reading, because other chapters might contain more explicit contents.

i do not own anything, except for my thoughts and probably the cover of this story.

(c) xibal6969 2020