Two Plight(kongarthit) (complete)

chapter 15

Kong side::::

"I beg you," Kong throws the words with head hand low.

"Kong you don't need to do this! Stop making me feel uncomfortable and even more guilty" Krist said to Kong who shook his head and said "No I deserved it, I am sorry! I am truly sorry for destroying your life P'krist"

Krist sat on his bed with crossed legs "if you don't sit now then I will not listen to you" Krist said firmly. Arthit smiled and sit outside the door with the phone near his ear. Kong also sat crossed legs on the floor.

"P, I am sorry.. you dont need to feel remorse and take responsibility for my fault" Kong stated.

"It's not only your fault Kongpop, It's me who used you that day to save my ass from keith" Krist said with a light smile.

"No P, even if you do that I am the one who is at fault, if I didn't do you....... you may not be in this situation.. P'arthit always scold me for not using condom but I never listened him.. Now I am facing the consequences which is hunting my loved ones life" Kong said with unshed tears.

"Kongpop if we start to run 'what if' scenarios in our head for our action then it will never allow us to move on from the misery we are facing. Think like this what if you didn't approach me that day then I may end up carrying keith child, That will be more horrible Kongpop" Krist told to understand no one is to blame, after going through lot he knows how to keep positive vibes around him or maybe it's because of his pregnancy mood he doesn't know and he doesn't want to ponder into it!.

"P'krist this type of struggle and pain should shed for the value of love, you don't need to go through this nightmare for guilty feelings, This thing will break you P, there should be a value for this sacrifice not some kind of payback" Kong voice out his point to understand there is no love in this.

"You are right! But who told you that there is no love involved in this? Wait! Don't interrupt! Let me finish, For you its not love it's just my remorse for using you that day, like you said a payback for my mistake but the love feeling is there, I am having it for Arthit, my twin brother and ....for.this baby too" Krist replied him while whispered the last part.

"It will break you both mentally and physically P, Do you know how much it will change your body during this process and after the delivery? You have a life out P, Not every person will feel happy to hear their loved ones already gave birth to someone else baby" Kong raised his voice little in frustration.

"Do you think I didn't search that up til now, I already did a research even had a little talk with the doctor yesterday, i searched about this after Arthit send me some pictures to scare me, Even though he send that to change my mind but I got more confident after this, Kongpop.

Since you both feel sorry for me, you guys are looking only at the negative things, however, there are also some positive things.

Like you said not all people will accept the fact of their loved ones to give birth to someone else's child. But, there are still some people who will accept, if I find true love like Arthit or like my parents then I am sure that person will not have any problem with this" Krist answered him.

"Moreover Kongpop, like I said if I didn't meet you that day and end up carrying keith child I may or may not have abort it, the thing is when I first know about my pregnancy my first thought is to abort it, I even feel dirty for this child but I searched about this male pregnancy in Internet and find out its happening lot, some have this gift naturally, some have through transplantation so I thought why not? I shall give birth to this baby and hand to you guys who can't have babies on your own" Krist said his opinion.