bleeding tears

Strawberry lips

Chloe's POV:

Weeks passed and every day was basically the same. I woke up, I went to work, I had surgeries and I spent hours talking to Beca. I noticed how she became weaker and weaker and my worries bigger and bigger. There still wasn't a heart for the little brunette.
It had been a month since her accident.

Often I walked with her through the hospital and sometimes I even went outside with her, so she could get some fresh air.

Spring had begun and all the flowers were blooming in their brightest colors.
We were sitting next to each other on a bench in the small park of the hospital.

"Chloe...", Beca started mumbling. "Yes?", I replied kindly and tilted my head to show her I was listening.

"You will remember me, right?", her eyes were focused on the uneven ground.

"How could I ever forget you", I responded and took her hand in mine, resting them on her leg.

She looked at me and a smile formed on her lips as she whispered: "You are beautiful."
My heart was melting and almost jumping out of my chest at the same time. Our eyes locked. I forgot everything around me. The only thing that mattered in that moment was her and I.

The gap between our faces became smaller as we both started leaning in slowly. With my free hand I grabbed her waist and pulled her closer to me.

A million fireworks exploded inside of my body when our lips finally touched.
It was a passionate kiss and the best I've ever had. Her lips tasted like strawberry and being that close to her made me drown in my feelings.

When we let go of each other you were able read the impressment written in my face before I checked our surrounding, making sure nobody had seen us.

"I'm sorry, I couldn't stop myself", the brunette explained. "Same over here", I chuckled and pressed her hand, "I think it's getting cold out here, we should get you inside."

After I had dropped her off in her room and had connected all the cables, I headed to the bathroom.

My thoughts were eating me up.
I splashed water into my face and looked up, seeing the reflection of myself in the mirror.
I had to end things with Ari. But how was I gonna do that without hurting her? Impossible.
I got mad at myself for allowing to create such a mess in my life.

"Arrggh", I burst out angrily and wanted to cry it all out but I had it under control.
I took a deep breath before I left and went back to work.

My paranoia kicked in. I felt like everybody was watching me knowing what I had done, even if this wasn't the case. Nervously I looked around, hoping desperately not to run into my girlfriend.

My phone vibrated and I took it out of my pocket in order to check it. It was a message from Beca. I had given her my number a few days ago.

Beca: Thank you for 'that'
sent 5:44pm

I smirked and automatically bit my lip.
Subsequently I let my phone slide back into my pocket.

Whenever I was with Beca or saw anything that had to do with her, all my problems and worries were instantly blown away for a moment.

This woman had turned my life upside down.
Sadly not only in a good way.

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