bleeding tears

Everything makes sense

Beca's POV:

The house was empty without Chloe, but it wasn't that bad since she would only be away for three days.
It's been two weeks since I moved in with the redhead and it was one of the best decisions I had ever made. I felt at home.

I got hungry but I didn't wanna cook something for myself so I decided to order some Sushi.
I loved Sushi, Chloe hated it.
After dinner I made myself comfortable on the sofa with one of my girlfriend's sweatshirts and let the evening end.

Chloe's POV:

I was getting ready for bed when my phone suddenly rang. "Who the hell is calling me now?", I asked myself and grabbed the device. "Beale", I mumbled.

"Grey Sloan Memorial, this is Owen Hunt", a male voice replied.

"Owen? What's up?", I wanted to know, slightly surprised.

"We got Arizona here, she had a little accident", he started to explain.

"Okay...and why are you calling me?", I wondered, obviously annoyed.

"Well...you're still her emergency contact and the accident is not the problem, it wasn't that bad...but we found a brain tumor, pretty far developed, inside of her head", the doctor continued.

I was shocked but I immediately realized something. Arizona wasn't Arizona, it was her tumor. It made her go crazy. "Damn...I knew something must have been wrong. Do you think Derek will be able to remove it?", I wanted to know and patiently waited for an answer.

"He said he would try but he can't promise anything. If he isn't able to remove it, her chances of surviving this year are low", the man announced seriously, "Can you come? I think she could need someone"

"I would but I'm in New York right now, I got a job interview. I'm back on thursday, I will check up on her. Thank you for letting me know. Bye", I finished and hung up.

With a head full of thoughts I sat down on the bed.

I didn't know how to react to what Owen had just told me. Arizona was my ex and she had threatened me, still I was willing to forgive her knowing that it hadn't been her, but her tumor.
I should have noticed. She hasn't been herself and I blamed it on the break up. I really thought she has turned into a monster after me cheating on her. Everything made sense now.

I decided to try and sleep since I needed to be fit tomorrow. I sent a goodnight message to Beca and wrapped myself in the blanket but the night was restless.