she was young,
in love and married.
thought it was the perfect love story,
as she would constantly believe.
she wanted to paint the house
but they lacked tolerance.
the couple fought the entire time,
they couldn't bear each others presence.
she wanted to fix things
even if she couldn't.
in her head, she was joyful and created the perfect image of her husband, something he truly isn't.
she pictured her husband, loving, trustworthy, and so compassionate.
she'd cry every night trying to believe her own lies.
they soon signed the papers and it declared the end to their romance.
they weren't convinced that they fell in love in the first place.
she knew their relationship was collapsing,
she knew from the very beginning,
she was in pain and their love was never eternal, it was ephemeral.
~ 26.04.20 ~
YOU ARE READING
The Chaos In My Mind
PoetryTo everyone wondering what the hell is happening in my head. All these poems were written after i remembered, Remembered the pain I've been through, Reminded of how cruel this world was, Thinking I needed to let it out. I was once a little girl...
